Author's Note: Hey! How are you guys? Anything new? Well I had the weirdest dream ever about Taeyeon. It had something to do with reading an article about Kim Taeyeon; anime references, death, suicide, KhunFany, Yoona, and other Kpop stars bashing on Taeyeon, and Taeyeon bashing back. I knew it just had to be a dream because... Come on. TaeNy. And Nichkhun is really nice too. I just can't see him bashing anyone. Anyways, I was missing our Sica's sweet voice so I listened to "My Lifestyle", a song by our Jessica and Dok2.

I've been having another fanfic idea, but with Jessica as the main lead and a made-up character. It's a girl though. The thing is, I still have this fanfic and "Love of a CEO", not to mention my Taengsic fanfic too. I don't want to get ahead of myself. I'll write a summary of what my new fanfic idea of Jessica x made-up character is about if you guys want to know. Please let me know though if you want me to type up the summary though. As for now, here's the eleventh chapter! 

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Kang Jong Hee's POV 

     Se Na and I have been growing extremely close. We're almost always found together now. She's been helping me get over my mood swings and sudden state of depression. I can finally say I trust her as a sister and friend. Lee Hyun Wook is really lucky to have Se Na. 

     As for my decision of becoming a trainee at ANA, I have an audition next week. Tomorrow night, when Se Na is free from writing songs, we're going to brainstorm on what I should do for the audition. But right now...

    "So who is the party for?" my sister asks. People started to stare at us. Who wouldn't? We're handcuffed together. 

     We're at the grocery store. I'm currently shopping for some party materials and food. I'm planning on holding a surprise birthday party for Se Na since I missed out on her birthday. 

     When I told Se Na that I was going to the store, Se Na suddenly barged into my car after I got in and insisted to go with me. I panicked and tried to push her out of the car, but she handcuffed us together. Talking about the handcuff, where did she even get that? Anyways, that's why Se Na and I are shopping for her birthday stuff together.

     "It's for a really good friend." I reply. She can never know. 

     "Oh. You have a friend?" 

     She smiles playfully at me when she catches my glare. I smack her with my free hand. 

     "Ah!" Se Na touches the place where I hit her and laughs. 

     "Did you hear how loud the sound was when you hit me?" 

     "Good for you, stupid, and of course I have friends." 

     She merongs and pulls her hand closer to her side, pulling me closer to her also by surprise. Our shoulders touches. It's a cute action, really, but she won't get that out of me. 

     My face feels hot. Ugh. I'm not blushing, am I? Se Na seems to notice because she's grinning now. I quickly drag her over to where the bakery section is while she laughs.

     "Okay stupid. Tell me what your favorite kind of cake is." 

     "Why would you call me stupid?"

     "Would you like to be called ugly dork instead?" 

     "No, I'm fine."

     "Good."

     "But why do you want me to choose? Doesn't your friend have a favorite?" 

     "I never asked so I don't know. She has similar tastes as you do so I decided to ask you." 

     "Ah... Okay." 

     I smiled when she began studying the cakes. There are various different flavors, shapes, and types of cakes. Some were chocolate, red velvet, vanilla, mint, and there are ice cream cakes too. Se Na smiles and points at the mint chocolate cake.

     "If I would choose, it would be that one." 

     I tell the person behind the counter to put it in a box for me. The lady smiles. 

     "Is it someone's birthday?" 

     "Yes, it's a special person's birthday." I answer. 

     "Oh. Boyfriend?" 

     "Huh? No no no no!" I deny. Her grin gets bigger. 

     "Oh. I see. Girlfriend?" I hear Se Na snort and snicker, chuckling softly.

     My eyes widen and I shake my head. I'm not even interested in girls.

     "Okay well would you like me to write anything on the cake?" 

     "No, it's fine." I answer. 

     If I tell the lady to write Happy Birthday Yoon Se Na, Se Na would definitely know it's for her. Then, it wouldn't be a surprise. 

     I paid for the party materials, food, and cake. 

     "Um, Se Na? Can you unlock the handcuffs now?" 

     "Fine." she says and unhooks us with a key. Rubbing my sore wrist, I gently blow on it. 

     "Did I handcuff it too tight?" Se Na asks. I nod. It really hurt, but I didn't notice until now. There's a huge red ring mark around my wrist. 

     "Sorry." She grabs my wrist and gently rubs it with her thumb. The way she's circling her thumb on my sore skin feels really good. It's easing the pain. 

     I stand in shock when Se Na brings my hand closer to her face and blows on the mark. Then, she softly kisses the mark with her plump, soft lips. 

     "Mom always did this whenever I got hurt when I was a kid. I figured we should share this action, since we're sisters. You'll feel more of a connection to me and mom."

     Somehow, hearing her explanation made me feel uneasy. I don't know why, but something bothered me. I have no idea what's bothering me either. Yet, it's sweet how she wants me to try and connect with our mom. The moment is bittersweet. 

      "Wait so am I a kid now?" I ask. 

     "You could say so." 

     I pull my hand away and pout. I'm not a kid. I'm an adult. 

     "How?" 

     I smile in victory when Se Na stops. I bet she can't think of how I act like a kid. She stares at me while I wait for her to take back her words.

     "You're clingy, you speak in high-pitched-kid-voice at times, you pout a lot, you crinkle your nose when you're not satisfied or when you're flustered..." Se Na pauses and takes in a deep breath. 

     "Although you're the older sister, you're like the youngest. You walk like a cute dork, you get jumpy when you're excited, you whine a lot, and you're really innocent, yet, really ual." She grins. 

     There was a time when we were walking together at the park and I saw a really hot and y shirtless guy. Se Na and I were eating ice cream when I saw him, so I dropped my spoon when it was in my mouth. His body was just so mesmerizing. I wanted to touch his abs. When I told Se Na how beautiful his abs and face were, she laughed at me and gave me some of her ice cream. 

     "You also do stupid gestures when you sing and/or dance. Whatever you do, you're like a cute kid. The point is, you have a lot of aegyo in you, and honestly, it's not annoying to me at all." 

     I couldn't help but blush after she finishes her statement. I'm flustered, honestly. No one never noticed those simple actions of mine. Or if they did, they never told me or mention anything.

     "Haha! Unnie! Your face is red!" Se Na laughs. I slap her shoulder. 

     "Shut up!" I pout again and hurriedly rush into the car with her laughing and following into the passenger seat. 

     "You're smiling pretty wide." 

     I try to glare at her and keep a straight face, but she points out my red face again. Instead, I just look at the road and tell her to shut up, blasting music to drown out her laugh. 

     Now, to plan Se Na's birthday party. I just need Se Na to go off somewhere for about an hour so Joo Hong and I can decorate. 

     I stop thinking about the birthday party when I see a familiar dark figure in the car behind us. I'm consumed by fear again. She's coming after me. I know it. I know it'll be my time to go soon. 

     "Se Na." I speak up. I didn't notice she was staring at me until now. 

     "Oh. Yes?" 

     "I love you." I try to say as casually and sweet as possible. Se Na turns away from me so I can't see her expression. I glance back at the car behind me through the rearview mirror. I should let Se Na know that before I follow So Eun. 

     "Unnie, the light turned green." 

     "Ah." 

     After I turn a corner, the car behind me disappears. That's right. It's still day. Despite that, I know I probably have a few months until she finally decides to end me. I know she's just trying to torment me and turn me paranoid for as long as she can. So far, it's working. But as for now, I need to focus on spending all of my time with my sister until the end. My end.