"I wonder whats wrong with him"

"Maybe the fame is getting to his head"

"Leeteuk oppa should date someone like me~ kekekek"

"Pabo, he has a fiance"

"I've never seen her around, what happened to her?"

"Leeteuk oppa is so handsome"

"Oppaaa~ let me be your angel!"

"He looks so depressed, poor oppa, maybe he is sick"

Leeteuk and Eunhyuk were recording SuKiRa, they were having a break at the moment and Leeteuk was talking to his fiance. Eunhyuk ignored them. He was used to the constant chatter.

"I see you're still wearing our couple ring" she said as she smiled happily.

Leeteuk smiled his dimpled smile as he looked down at it, it became a habit, he was always constantly playing with it, it made him feel safe, he never took it off. Ever.

He grabbed onto her hand and looked at hers, she always had hers on too, he kissed her hand and looked into her eyes.

"You know, every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again" he blushed and giggled nervously.

She lifted her hand, placed it on his cheek and gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"Now you know how I feel" she smiled sweetly at him.

"Your show is on, go back to recording, I'll see you at home"

He opened his eyes that were shut since the kiss, sadly, she was gone.

He frowned and went back to recording the show, the car ride back to the dorm was silent. 

Leeteuk quickly ran out of the car and into the dorm. 

He flung the door open "Jagiyaaaaaa~ I'm home!~"

He skipped to the kitchen only to find Ryeowook there cooking. Ryeowook smiled sadly at him,

"Hungry hyung? I made lots of food for you, you're looking really thin, I think you should eat"

Leeteuk shook his head "I want my jagiya to cook for me"

Ryeowook turned around and wiped a tear from his eye, it saddened him to see his hyung like this.

Heechul waslked into the kitchen looking groggy

"YAH! Whats with all the noise?! Aish."

Leeteuk snuck out and found her sitting on the couch. He sat down next to her and wrapped his arms around her.

"Yeobo, I missed you" she said kissing him and placed her head on his chest.

They both watched tv and chatted happily.

Heechul walked out and just stared at Leeteuk and shook his head,

"Snap out of it. Seriously. We're all worried, hyung"

Leeteuk just rolled his eyes and continued to talk to his girl with a smile on his face.

That night Leeteuk was in bed crying.

"Baby, why are you crying?" She said as she wiped his tears away.

"I want to be with you so bad, you don't know how much it hurts."

She shook her head "I am with you"

He shoved her away and got a bottle of pills from under his bed and opened it up.

"Honey, I have nothing to live for, the reasons for living have gone"

She started crying, trying to get the bottle of pills away from him.

"No! You have so much to live for! A future family, your members. Think about the maknaes! They look up to you so much! What about Donghae, Sungmin and Ryeowook?! They've lost their parents already, they love you as a father. Are you going to leave them too?!"

Leeteuk shook his head and started bawling,

"I c-c-can't d-do this anymore! I can't! It's too hard for me to go on! I try and try so hard! It's impossible for me! Why can't I be happy like you!"

She cried hard and shook her head, she couldn't do anything to stop him

"It's not your time..."

He stared at her "Maybe it is"

He quickly swallowed all the sleeping pills and downed it with a large bottle of soju that was on his bedstand.

She cried holding onto him as he started to fade away.

"Baby, Saranghae"

Those were the last words of the leader as his eyes closed forever.

Leeteuk and Gimi walked hand in hand down a beach, watching the sun slowly set.

"So this is what it's like" he said looking at her.

A tear fell down her face,

"Only up here"

He looked away and concentrated on the the sky above him.

He slowly looked down at his feet. 

He could see people crying around a coffin.

But he turned and smiled,

"But I'm with you now."