"Shinhye".

   I know that voice very well. I missed to hear his voice. I know he stand behind me. I don't have my strength to turn my back. Im not ready to face him. Almost 6 months, he left me without saying good bye. Now he back like everything is fine. He touch my shoulder. I pushed his hand and try to spacing ourself. 

  "Why are you here?, " His sudden presence make me nervous. Did my mum let him in?. How can my mum let a young boy enter my room. 

  "Did my mum let you in?. Daebak. I can't believe it, " I clapped my hands. How great. Look like my life make a fool to me. 

  "Nobody at your home. I ring the bell but nobody open it. Your door, you didn't lock," He just entered my house like that?. Great, so great. I wonder how Woo Bin react if he know YongHwa was here. 

  "Im not being rude but please leave. My family is not here. My boyfriend live in front,he might come in any moment. I don't want to create any problem. Enough with my past, " I open my door ask him to leave. He just stand there like a statue. Then I heard someone talking downstairs. I closed my door and locked  it. 

  "Why did you entered my house when nobody is around?. How I'm going to explain to my parents?, " I lower my voice, scared of being caught by my parents. I will be dead if they know there is a guy in my room. 

  "Still want me to leave?, " He whisper to me. I kicked his legs and sit on my bed. How he going to leave without getting caught?.

  "We need to talk. I heard about you and that silly boy. Are you dating him now?, " I feel like I wanna laugh. He come and go as he like. Now he here questioning me like I'm doing big mistake. Like my mistake can make our country bankrupt.

  "Who do you think you are?. What make you feel you have the right to ask?. Stop acting like you care. You don't. What do you want from me?," I'm getting tired playing along with him. I need someone that can appreciate me. I don't want to play tug of war. I'm scared I will falling down. 

  "Im not Taylor Swift who can easily tell her feeling about the man she love in her song. I'm just a girl, ordinary girl. I lead a normal life. Lets ended this game here. I'm tired of waiting someone to look at only me. I want someone who only belong to me. I don't want to share with other. I'm sick with it. Im tired with you and your nonsense," I been patience fo