Luhan was driving his car in crazy speed chasing the bus he singed to the bus driver to stop on the side of the road but he didn't, the passengers were eyeing everything in curiosity, after he cut the road on the bus the driver stopped it, luhan came out from his car and entered the bus his eyes searching for specific person, he saw her and she stood up, he went towards her looking at her eyes

Seo: luhan!

Luhan: come back with me joohyun

Seo: luhan

Luhan: joohyun …. Joohyun ….

"Luhan wake up … wake up" said mrs.xi, luhan woke up panicked looking around the room then he sighed heavily, he was sleeping in the cellular he didn't sleep in their room since the day seohyun left the house

Mrs.xi: the same dream again?  -Sigh- luhan nodded

Mrs.xi: come on join us after refreshing kris is here as well, don't be late

Luhan: ok

After the incident seohyun left in the night to her village, she had no idea what she would do next all what she knows is that she won't stay there any longer her adventure in Seoul is finished but it was sad end filled with "blood and tears" just like what the fortune-teller expected that night, she shouldn't have did that from the start, when luhan woke up and find out she was gone he went to her but she didn't agree to meet him he went there a lot of times and she still didn't want to meet him he didn't even saw her face, no body from xi family could contact her, her phone always off

It has been a month luhan didn't know what to do, he dream of her every night he never slept in their room since she was gone he would shed some tears from time to time, and nobody ever saw him in this condition before, he immersed himself in his work, he became less lively and more silent, no more staying out at night no more clubs nothing at all but work and staying at home thinking

After they all had breakfast, luhan went to the garden with kris; it was the week end he saw sehun and frowned because of what he was doing

Luhan: don't catch them, let them" he said with a frown taking the jar of butter flies from his had freeing the butter flies again

Sehun: igoo you was the one who taught me how to catch them

Luhan: I was wrong" he sighed sadly

~flash back~ chapter4

Luhan: beautiful isn't it" she cleared her thorax and averted her gaze

Seo: yes of course it's beautiful but why are you trapping it?

Luhan: it's the only way to have it" he smirked

Seo: there are some things that we should only watch from far, because if we come close we may lose it

Luhan: translation please" seohyun chuckled and luhan was frozen she was so beautiful her smile her voice everything just like an angle

Seo: I mean don't trap it; they are more beautiful when they are flying freely from flower to flower

Luhan: actually now I am thinking of trapping you

~end of flash back~

Kris who watched the scene shook his head, they sat beside the pool

Kris: I warned you before but you didn't hear me, you were always so confident about everything and don't hear anyone but your voice, and her endless love to you no matter what made you more confident, and look what happens

Luhan: I never thought that she would leave me, not even once, but she did and here I am suffering without her, I can't stop thinking about her and our baby that we lost, I can feel you now kris

Kris: I didn't want to say this but luhan you did all of this, you were jerk just like I was even if the story is different but it had the same end we both hurt the one we truly love

Luhan: I didn't even know how much I love her and how much she means to me until I lost her, I don't know what to do I am lost

Kris: she is hurt so badly luhan, first you married her to achieve your goal, then telling her not to have a baby making the poor girl in trouble when she know she was already pregnant with your child, then darin and how you ignored her feelings about it, then losing her baby … it's too much my friend … you helped another woman to keep her baby while your wife was the one who needs help

Luhan: enough kris, enough… please" luhan rubbed his temple shutting his eyes tightly

Sehun came with the drinks and some snacks and sat with them talking with kris they were sitting at the edge of the pool luhan was immersed in his thoughts holding his wedding ring and looking at it while the other two were talking

Sehun: the weather is so nice hung; let's have some fun in the pool

Kris: oh please I almost lost tiffany yesterday" the two looked at him confused

Luhan: what happened?

Kris: she was swimming in the pool and her leg tensed and she was drowning, she is a good swimmer so I thought she was joking then I saw her struggling, I ran and jumped to save her

Sehun: omg

Kris: if I was late for a minute I might lost her that time, even minute can make difference sometimes" at that moment the ring fall from luhan's hand to the pool he harried to catch it before it sank, he sighed in relief when he managed to catch it and hold it so tight, then he smiled

Luhan: I guess you are wright kris I shouldn't be late; I have to go some where

Luhan entered their room everything was in its place since she was gone, he took one of seohyun's sleeping shirts and sat on the edge of the bed closing his eyes and inhaling her scent, he missed this smell a lot, he put the shirt on the bed and backed some clothes in small bag

Luhan headed to seohyun's village, he was smiling all the way, he drove his car throw the small roads of the village until he was close to seohyun's house, when he was close he stopped his car he froze in his place staring at the entrance of her house

 seohyun was sitting there on a pinch with two girls, she was so beautiful wearing simple light clothes, she was chatting with the girls who looked like one of the villagers she was smiling and laughing, she looked fine and he felt so happy at that moment he was smiling like a fool looking at her, she was carrying some beautiful flowers in her hands and one tugged behind her ears she looked so cute, but then one of the girls snatched one of the flowers from her and ran inside the house seohyun ran after her like a kid making luhan chuckled

Luhan came out of his car he held the flowers which were on the pinch that seohyun was carrying he smelled them and smiled then he remembered how she was smiling happily caring them, this beautiful smile that would fade if she saw him there

He felt hurt knowing that he shouldn't let her saw him, he missed her but he can't even come close to her, knowing he had to go he turned ready to leave the place

"Luhan" he was frozen hearing her voice in his back

Seo: luhan? … Is that you?

 He closed his eyes, and then he slowly turned to see his beautiful angel, their eyes meet for the first time after a month they were staring at each other no words were said between them, they were missing each other he wanted to hug her so badly but he know he can't

The two girls came from inside and saw them they gasped it's their first time to see luhan in person they saw him only in magazines, they stood there waiting for the couple to talk as they know the problem between them

Seo: when did you come?" she asked softly

Luhan: few minute ago and I saw you enjoying with your friends so I didn't want to disturb you" the girls pitied him a lot and prayed that seohyun would talk to him

Seo: oh, I see

Luhan: I will go now, bye

Seo: oh, o ... ok b... ye

They were talking calmly to each other and the girls were watching in awe, when he turned to left one of them "soojin" whispered to the other "sooyo" and suddenly sooyo began to scream holding her tummy, seohyun and luhan panicked and ran to her

Soojin: omg, we need to talk her to the hospital unni" she said acting panicked

Seo: what happened? She was fine just now

Sooyo: my stomach hurt so much unni" she said still acting

Luhan: come on I will drive you to the hospital

When they reached there they went to the doctor and refused to let seohyun or luhan go with them, the girls left the hospital from the door in the back laughing and prying for the two to make up

Luhan asked seohyun to have a coffee with him while waiting for the girls and surprisingly she agreed, after a while they searched for the girls and found out they were gone seohyun shook her head and luhan chuckled

Seo: wait until I catch them

Luhan: thank them for me" he said with a smile

Seo: chhh … how is grandpa now?

Luhan: he made a surgery last week

Seo: what? … I didn't know about that omg

Luhan: of course you don't" he sighed heavily

Seo: omg, he must be made at me because I didn't ask about him

Luhan: here … talk to him … it's not late yet" he said as he dialed his number

Seo: grandpa?

Grandpa: ohhhhh, seohyun and finally I heard your voice  

Seohyun: I am so sorry grandpa I didn't know until now, how are you now? Are you ok?

Grandpa: seohyun, grandpa is hurt from you, why did you left like this?

Seo: I am sorry grandpa but that was my decision" luhan sighed sadly as he knows what she was referring to

Grandpa: you are with luhan now wright?

Seo: yes grandpa, but_" he cut her

Grandpa: give him the phone I want you guys to do something for me" she handed luhan the phone

Grandpa asked them to attend the wedding party of one of his best friends grandson who was there in her village, as grandpa was still ill and couldn't go, seohyun couldn't do anything but to agree because grandpa was the one who asked her to do so and luhan gladly accept

Seohyun felt uncomfortable stalking there with luhan, but luhan was enjoying his time with her, grandpa called his friend to congratulate him and ask him for something

The old man thanked them for coming and treated them warmly when everyone was dancing he pushed them to dance, they were standing awkwardly in the dance floor then luhan took the lead and danced with her, their hearts would jump whenever they come so close to each other, the old man watched them with a known smile shaking his head

It was late at night and the old man didn't allow them to go back at this time he said to luhan that he can't drive throw the fields in this time, despite seohyun's protest the old man asked his wife to prepare the guest room for them

Having no choice she went with luhan to the room he was her husband so she can't object that, on the other hand luhan was so happy that finally he will be with her

Seohyun went to her side of the bed and lay with her back facing him luhan cleared his thorax to get her attention but she didn't move, he la beside her didn't know what to do

Luhan: are you sleeping?

Seo: yes

Luhan: so how come you are answering me if you were sleeping?

Seo: sleep luhan

Luhan let out a frustrated sigh then he smiled evilly, he lowered the temperature of the air conditioning and waited to see what will happen

Seohyun began to rub her arms she felt cold, she didn't know why it suddenly become this cold, luhan began to slowly go closer and closer to her until there were no space between them, she didn't protest so he know that she liked his warmness

Luhan: come here, I will warm you" he said hugging her tightly and she nodded as she was cold, luhan smiled observing her beautiful face while she was resting in his arms, they slept hugging each other

When luhan opened his eyes in the morning he saw her ready to leave, he jumped from the bed and held her wrist he dragged her and sat on the bed

Luhan: stay please, don't leave again" he said with teary eyes

Seo: no luhan, not anymore, that’s enough" she said as her tears began to drop, he rested his fore head on hers caressing her hair

Luhan: I am sorry, please seohyun, love you …. Yes I do love you …. And I missed you so much …. Omg I missed even your scent" he said purring his face in her neck inhaling her scent while she was tightly shutting her eyes

Seo: you are too late luhan

Luhan: forgive me please, I have never begged anyone before but I am ready to do it

Seo: I won't work even if you did …. I am going now luhan" she said freeing herself from his grip, leaving him behind sad and broken but her condition wasn't any better in fact she still loves him

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Few days later seohyun received another visit but this time it was Hyoyeon, they sat together talking about a lot of things

Hyo: you can't stay here seohyun

Seo: why unni, it's my home

Hyo: yes but even if you end your relationship with your husband you can't stay here anymore, look at yourself you don't look like them anymore, and what about your future and your work, you was doing so good there, you can't just leave everything behind just to avoid luhan

Seo: I can't go back to him unni; I won't be back to this house

Hyo: then don't, come with me, I am living alone

Seo: what do you mean?

Hyo: I mean you should be back to Seoul to finish what you started

Seo: you think so?

Hyo: of course, come back with me seohyun, you have to be back to Seoul

To be continued

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