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what will it take -

disclaimer #1: I’ve only been mildly depressed so I don’t know how hospitals handle major depression. If this offends anybody in any way, I’m sorry; I don’t have much knowledge on the subject. I tried to make it as realistic as possible regarding the depression. otl

disclaimer #2: i don't own any of the idols mentioned in here, i only used their names for the ship aye.

 

now more importantly, the a/n:

#1: this was 12 freaking pages long on microsoft word.

#2: i'm sorry for writing this crap???

#3: if any of you realized, i didn't use Jongdae's real birthday in this. because i'm a little superstitious, so better safe than sorry aye. 

 

yeah i think that's all lmao.

+ pardon any mistakes bc i'm writing this at 1am in the morning i cannot form coherent words and sentences.

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xiu_mine #1
Chapter 3: I know I am mildly sad at how things happened.. But that doesn't change the fact that unrequited love, much more from a bestfriend, is a terrible thing to happen in one's life. Tysm for sharing
Xyakori #2
Chapter 3: Aw, me. And that's why if I ever kill myself, I probably won't say that I loved my straight best friend of 12 years. Cynical lol
Katira_Elise08 #3
Chapter 3: The ending Sehun in the very end really did make me cry, that was so sad ㅠㅡㅠ so sad but beautiful
Katira_Elise08 #4
Chapter 1: Oh god I'm going to cry that was so sad, why Jongdae, personally I have been in Jongdae's shoes before but ugh Xiuchen is my OTP and this make me so sad. I'm crying
LaylaEl #5
Chapter 3: UUGGGHHH JESUS LORD.. ow my god im almost cried .. almost honey.. huufff Jongdae honey you stupid .. next time fight more.. there's no selfish if we talked about love boo boo.. can i get an AMEN???!!!.. minseok darling be more sensitive honey.. you made a good one author congrats..
KISS AND LOVE FROM LAYLA AND L.J FROM INDONESIA
3rdwest #6
Chapter 3: JONGDAE! I feel you ;____; XIUCHEN FOREVER!
xiuhanbae #7
Chapter 1: why cant i stop crying damn it. im in jongdae's shoes and its 4am and im trying so hard to be quiet.
Yoshi875 #8
Chapter 3: AMAZING, i honestly didn't expect that ending
can't help but remember what happened to me in the past:(
but good job!
-baymax #9
Chapter 2: oh and by the way, what's behind the superstition of jongdae's real birthday?
-baymax #10
Chapter 1: is the world trying to make me cry or something today?
heavenly father, reading this and the extra is making me tear up right now
i really felt like i was in jongdae's shoes throughout the whole story because dear lord, a true underdog isn't he? i felt as if /i/ were jongdae throughout the whole fic. his character development was produced very well.
i really liked jongdae's character in the fic for some reason. even if he didn't get minseok and ended up dying at the end, there was something very heroic about him. he deeply reminded me of some of the female main characters from les miserables, fantine and eponine, for they both died for the ones they had loved so much. particularly eponine though, because she died for marius when he already had cosette.
okay skip all my les miserables talking-
however, i felt the most relatable to minseok because when my best friend didn't tell me about her personality disorder because of fear of rejection, i felt as if someone shot me right through my heart because i felt the most pity i've ever had in life.
although it had nothing to do with romance, it just shot me with a memory of that certain situation i found out myself about her disorder without telling me-
i never liked an angst story so much as this one, for i always tend to read happier stories or those cute ones with cute endings or something-
overall, this story just became one of my favorite fanfics (not just exo, but just in general) of all time because you filled my heart with fireflies with the story. thank you <3
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