what will it take -

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is it so hard to look at me that you don't even glance my way once?
all i wanted was for you to look at me. just once. that would be enough.

 

Kim Minseok - the love of his life, the apple of his eye, the Juliet to his Romeo - the one that Jongdae pines for; his very first, ultimate-top priority.

However, love has a very twisted sense of humor; for Jongdae who has eyes for Minseok, Minseok only has eyes for Luhan.

 

Because to Minseok, Jongdae is always there.

Foreword

i need some angst in my life

xiuchen is climbing its way to ultimate otp (DEFINITELY NOT BEATING KRISHO OK) ;;; 

conclusion: author needs more angst otps in her life.

+ i don't really like/dislike xiuhan lmao. i just ship xiuchen more than i ship xiuhan. xiuchen >>>>>>> xiuhan for me. no offense to xiuhan shippers, aye?

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xiu_mine #1
Chapter 3: I know I am mildly sad at how things happened.. But that doesn't change the fact that unrequited love, much more from a bestfriend, is a terrible thing to happen in one's life. Tysm for sharing
Xyakori #2
Chapter 3: Aw, me. And that's why if I ever kill myself, I probably won't say that I loved my straight best friend of 12 years. Cynical lol
Katira_Elise08 #3
Chapter 3: The ending Sehun in the very end really did make me cry, that was so sad ㅠㅡㅠ so sad but beautiful
Katira_Elise08 #4
Chapter 1: Oh god I'm going to cry that was so sad, why Jongdae, personally I have been in Jongdae's shoes before but ugh Xiuchen is my OTP and this make me so sad. I'm crying
LaylaEl #5
Chapter 3: UUGGGHHH JESUS LORD.. ow my god im almost cried .. almost honey.. huufff Jongdae honey you stupid .. next time fight more.. there's no selfish if we talked about love boo boo.. can i get an AMEN???!!!.. minseok darling be more sensitive honey.. you made a good one author congrats..
KISS AND LOVE FROM LAYLA AND L.J FROM INDONESIA
3rdwest #6
Chapter 3: JONGDAE! I feel you ;____; XIUCHEN FOREVER!
xiuhanbae #7
Chapter 1: why cant i stop crying damn it. im in jongdae's shoes and its 4am and im trying so hard to be quiet.
Yoshi875 #8
Chapter 3: AMAZING, i honestly didn't expect that ending
can't help but remember what happened to me in the past:(
but good job!
-baymax #9
Chapter 2: oh and by the way, what's behind the superstition of jongdae's real birthday?
-baymax #10
Chapter 1: is the world trying to make me cry or something today?
heavenly father, reading this and the extra is making me tear up right now
i really felt like i was in jongdae's shoes throughout the whole story because dear lord, a true underdog isn't he? i felt as if /i/ were jongdae throughout the whole fic. his character development was produced very well.
i really liked jongdae's character in the fic for some reason. even if he didn't get minseok and ended up dying at the end, there was something very heroic about him. he deeply reminded me of some of the female main characters from les miserables, fantine and eponine, for they both died for the ones they had loved so much. particularly eponine though, because she died for marius when he already had cosette.
okay skip all my les miserables talking-
however, i felt the most relatable to minseok because when my best friend didn't tell me about her personality disorder because of fear of rejection, i felt as if someone shot me right through my heart because i felt the most pity i've ever had in life.
although it had nothing to do with romance, it just shot me with a memory of that certain situation i found out myself about her disorder without telling me-
i never liked an angst story so much as this one, for i always tend to read happier stories or those cute ones with cute endings or something-
overall, this story just became one of my favorite fanfics (not just exo, but just in general) of all time because you filled my heart with fireflies with the story. thank you <3
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