Song: Don't cry

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Jinyoung's POV

“Dear Diary,

I saw him playing his guitar again. For some reason, I knew he was sad. I always watch him as he plays his guitar. I admire him because he's a strong man who doesn’t cry despite facing problems.”

I read the other pages and found out that she was always watching me. Her father bought a telescope for her as she couldn’t leave her house. She has been watching me everyday ever since my mother died. She secretly loved me in silence.

"I really admire him. That admiration turned into like and as time goes by the like turns into love."

I continued to read her diary and I found the confirmation I was looking for.

She wrote in her diary that she overheard the conversation between her mother and doctor. The doctor said that ~~~~ had only three months to live. Her mother was devastated but she told Serene the truth.

"Mother cried when she told me the news. I did not cry but embraced her and accepted my fate. I knew that I have a weak body and will die soon. However, I still dream of meeting the boy I like."

I turned to look at her. She was sleeping soundly on her bed. 
I leaned over and kissed her right cheek as I softly whispered, “I Love You.”
I continued reading while crying. I found out that it was her father who sent the bodyguard to me to ask me for my services.

"I was really happy when I saw him. I met him in the flesh for the first time. I couldn't believe it. I will be able to see him everyday for the next sixty days. I wonder what he was thinking when he saw a crippled girl like me."

As I read on, I found out that she fell in love with me. She also started to fear death because she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. However, she knew that she was about to die soon and that was the reason why she pushed me away. She missed me when I was not around and she was sorry that she hurt me.

"I love him more than anything."

I continued crying. I could never last a day without hearing her soft and caring voice and seeing her angelic face. Her love for me is the only reason why I can still live. How will I face tomorrow without her?