Prelude

I will.

Round like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel,

Never ending or beginning on an ever spinning reel,

Like a snowball down a mountain, or a carnival balloon,

Like a carousel that's turning, running rings around the moon,

Like a clock whose hands are sweeping past the minutes of its face,

And the world is like an apple whirling silently in space;

Like the circles that you find in the windmills of your mind.


Like a tunnel that you follow to a tunnel of its own,

Down a hollow to a cavern where the sun has never shone,

Like a door that keeps revolving in a half forgotten dream,

Or the ripples from a pebble someone tosses in a stream,

Like a clock whose hands are sweeping past the minutes of its face,

And the world is like an apple whirling silently in space;

Like the circles that you find in the windmills of your mind.


Keys that jingle in your pocket, words that jangle in your head,

When did summer go so quickly? Was it something that you said?

Lovers walking along a shore and leave their footprints in the sand,

Is the sound of distant drumming just the fingers of your hand?

Pictures hanging in a hallway and the fragment of a song,

Half remembered names and faces, but to whom do they belong?

 

When you knew that it was over you were suddenly aware,

That the autumn leaves were turning to the color of his hair.

When you knew that it was over in the autumn of good-byes,

For a moment you could not recall the color of his eyes.

Like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel,

Never ending or beginning on an ever spinning reel,

As the images unwind, like the circles that you find,

In the windmills of your mind…

 

 

a/n. I’ve been looking for a song to fit this story ever since I started writing it, and I recently stumbled upon this song from the past, and I realized it fits perfectly! So, I updated the story to include it, to set the mood for reading. May I suggest All Angels’s version. Enjoy!

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naty_kkaebsong
#1
Chapter 5: This is so painfully beautiful </3 Every time Chanyeol's condition worsened it hurt my heart. But I love the fact how strong the love was in this, Baekhyun never gave up, always staying by his side. And Chanyeol waiting for him then even when he didn't know why. It's so pure and loving. I'm just ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I love this story so much. You're an incredible writer, I'm speechless. Thank you so much for writing this masterpiece❤❤❤
LOEYs-L
#2
Chapter 4: All of your stories never failed to impress me (as i actually started with Cake for Breakfast, and although it's freaking 100k++ I still feel it's not enough lol)
Your stories really really deserve more love!!

Your beautiful writings really capture my heart ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Please never ever stop writing
And thank you so much for pouring your talent in writing chanbaek
I really love them all
I hope u r in this year's BAE too!!
sshidl
#3
Chapter 5: T^T this was so good. My babies, my sons, my everything ahhhhhhhhh this was so beautiful, sad but really beautiful
Please never stop writing!! T^T
All the best for your future works as well!!!
I'll be cheering for you!!
maaldreva
#4
I cried on the train and shed real tears and my phone caught one of the droplets and I felt really really happy idk ;;
it was sad for awhile but it was beautiful all along. this is just so beautiful, how you word everything, how you depict their love, so so so so beautiful TT
this is the second time your fic made me cry in happy tears, and the one was one of the best fics on bae2017 (THAT IS MAGICAL AND LOVELY I STILL CANNOT MOVE ON FROM THE BEAUTY) ahh im a fan, really (actually we talked a bit on twitter but probably you dont remember me /_\)
anywaaay, thanks for this! id like to read another magic from you! <333
BabyEri #5
I loved your two other stories but im not sure if I'll live after reading this..
sammiko711
#6
This was very well written and an honest portrayal of the effects of alzheimers. I experienced similar situations with my mother in law before she passed away from early alzheimers and although heart wrenching I appreciated your take on the story. The little angel and the Iris flower were just precious. Imagery of heaven was very good too.
flyingunderwear
#7
I have the urge to read this but honestly im not a fan of angst fic. I dont like to make myself sad so if you can tell me beforehand if the ending was happy or not, ill surely appreciate it. Tq :' )
KtjnRwby
#8
Chapter 5: This was so beautiful. <3
catsehun
#9
Chapter 4: EVERYTHING YOU WRITE IS GOLD and i love the line abt the millions of strings being tied omg