It's been a year, I left my status hanging. Now, I'm here for holiday in Greece. I know right, members are now preparing for our next comeback. But.....

I feel don't wanna join....

I doubt..

I ain't wanna hear those annoying rumors anymore.

For sure, I don't.

I won't back.

"Jinri-ya~~!! Let's take picture together!" A guy with short give his camera to me. "Ya! Jinri ? You okay ?"

"Ah..ya I'm okay, sorry Oppa. C'mon"

I'm sick being an idol. But...

Actually I missing members so much.. Vic eonni, Hyung, Luna eonni, Soojung-ah... I miss them all.

"Ah, oppa I think I'll leave to hotel now. I'll come afterward" I bowed to Seungho Oppa, he's my friend's boyfriend.

Trying to hide this tears.

I fall in tears. No, I miss members so much. Last time I contacting them was 3 month ago, when me and Luna eonni attend an event.

Hyung.. I miss you. I don't need any boyfriend if you're with me.

Vic eonni... I miss your foods. Chineese porridge that you made, it was my favorite ever..

Luna eonni... You always on fire, there was no day without you said 'Ssul, fighting!!' when she saw me has no spirit.

Soojung-ah.. actually I miss your aegyo, I could't find another Ddudongi.. 'The fake ice princess'. Haha, they would never know who you are.

Sobbing..

I miss