Eunji’s POV:

In the noisy van, as usual, the Apink members happily chat away and discuss who they are excited to meet at the 2014 MAMA awards, but I'm busy in my own world, thinking about what to say to him.

What if he acts indifferent towards me?

Why am I so anxious to meet Suho-shi?

What if he ignore me?

I mean, I know he's the leader of EXO and that he has to be very cautious with his actions. People are always observing him, just waiting for a scandal, but I can’t help but feel that he'll give me the cold shoulder. Why am I like this? Why do I care so much?

'Eunji-yah, why you so quiet today, huh?' Chorong unnie interrupts my trail of thoughts. The other just stares at me, realising that I'm a lot quieter than usual.

'Yah, Pabo. Did you forget to eat during your schedule earlier today?' Bomi chirps in, looking worried, yet slightly puzzled.

'Unnie, Bomi-yah, how did you know? I'm just hungry,' I reply with a pout on my face, hoping the interrogation would end. Leader-unnie already seems suspicious of me and has asked countless time before If I liked someone in EXO as more than a fan, but I'm too embarrassed to admit it. Actually, I'm still unsure about exactly what I feel for Suho-shi and besides, they'll tease me for sure if they found out. I better be more careful.

--An hour later--

I want to escape! All the members and our managers are stuck in Apink's dressing room, sorting out last minute adjustments and