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A good in goodbye.Nana
All of this came up since baekhyun decided to move out from his old house to mine . I help him with the packing , from his clothes until his messy books . Nothing special about his stuffs only ordinary clothes he has , books he got from high school till university , and things like her sister chirmast gift .
But you know her sister stuffs were varied ,like clothes, books , diary everything were there . And of course i didn't open everything , i only open the box which were unsealed because i am just afraid that baekhyun might left his stuff in there too.
I could recall my memory , i remember that box were right behind the cupboard . I could 100% bet this person who put this box didn't want this box founded .
But anyway i found it , i am the one who found it.
The box is actually simple like the ordinary box you can find in a book store . But there is a letter T upside the box oh also it was unsealed so i open it maybe it has important here. At the top of it there are necklaces , earrings , and two pieces of yu go oh cards , This must be baekhyun's right ? that was the case i thought about . And then under that , there is a pregnancy test , two line there . It must be positive .
I am surprised , i don't even know what to say .. I never know baekhyun sister but i know that baekhyun sister won't do this right ?
So without baekhyun agreement and knowing , i brought this pregnancy test to hospital . To get tested , of course i wasn't dumb i give this to soojung so baekhyun would not conscious of this .But all test were negative , baekhyun sister , mother and even his maid.
Years passed by and today , tonight after a long long wait i finally get the answer . It is Taeyeon's.
"What happen to you ? Please tell me . " chanyeol asked when i was talking about cancelling my wedding . "We will not go home until you answer me nana." I look at him , i don't care if my eyeliner keeps smudging here and there . "Chanyeol , what should i do ?"i asked him in despair . I know he doesn't even know what happen with me , or what happen to us . But, its just good to stay right now with him.
"Nana , you need to tell me what the hell happen here so i could answer you " i can feel a few shakes from chanyeol . "Is baekhyun cheating on you ? Ugh ? or something else happen with him ?" he asked me again but i am still can't answer him.
"What happen , if you found something you shouldn't have found yeol ?" I take a deep breath , i need to stop crying first or i will not be able to say things again ."I do not want to see , do not want to hear do not want to know , but it is just a reality which will slam you anytime ..the fact that now or later like a time bomb this will explode ."
"I …. don't know what will happen next , i am affraid of what happen next. I.. I…" chanyeol hugs me , i bury my head on his chest .i can feel his hand slightly rubs back of my head.
"Don't cry , you look ugly when you cry ." he said .But then , i cant hold my emotion . I cry even louder in his embrace.
"Tonight, you cant go home nana .lets just sleep at my place ."
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Taeyeon
When people ask me , what will happen in the future . I actually do not know what happen . My life has always been a river flows on me . I only do things which is important in the present without thinking about future .
At least i have jamie i always said to people , that i could at least make myself sure i wakeup tomorrow. It is not that i want to end my life or what .. it is just .. sometimes i think of myself and my life i … don't have a reason to live anymore .
I am alone and lonely, i am useless , and i am nothing but a burden to people .Thats what i thought of myself.
But jamie makes me think of happiness , of good times , makes me think of …. baekhyun . Thats why i still live in this life , working , and smile . Because i know with jamie , i would have my happiness life back in me.
And today i meet him , like the wave which hits the beach . He stands in front of me , the same face .Though i couldn't barely see it clearly , i know that he is baekhyun . The man i love.
"B…baekhyun i am glad seeing you." i said in my strongest voice right now. But he just stands there looking at me ,i heard some nurses rushes to me picking me to the bed . but he is still there watching me.
"Doctor …her pulse is 90/70 . "
he still stands in the same place.
"You know it will be nice if we could marry after we finish high school ? "baekhyun said .
" I know ." i answered short
"Two kids , two dogs . Aah …i want it so bad "
"You promise me right ? You will marry me someday ?" i said.
"Promise ! promise i would not marry anyone else except you you and you."
"You know i dont believe you baekhyun."
"Why ?"
"You are handsome , smart , good at talking . There is no way man like you would marry someone like me !" i said.
"I maybe what you talked about , but i have heart only for you . No one will replace you in my heart ."
Now, will you make those promises come true baekhyum ?
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HI GUYS OMG SORRY FOR THE SHORT AND UGLY CHAPTER .:(((
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