Chapter 1: Love is…

Love is blind, heart is not.

But he doesn’t buy it.

Cause if it’s true,

then why does his heart telling him to go with it?

It just won’t do.

It’s funny when his head tells him not to,

His heart tells that he would die trying…

Chapter 2: Hate that I heart you

“Jihoon Hyung is not here, noona”

“I know.., I’m not looking for him”

 Seungho bite his lips. He hate moments like these. Moments where his heart thumping around witnessing that bright smile hanging on the face of the lady that he’s been yearn to see, no, correct that, he’s been dying to touch. Moments when Hye Jung would occasionally dropped by without any notification. Not even a single text message.

 He let out a deep sigh. “Noona..”

Hye Jung chuckled.

“Ya, Seungho. Why so nervous? It’s just me. Don’t you miss me?”

This…, this is exactly the point where Seungho would hates Hye Jung more. He hate the fact that she can say it so bluntly, so easily, and it get worsened by adding her infamous laugh. She supposed not to. It makes him hates her the most because he has to gather all his courage and crush his pride just to say the very same thing. It makes him feels so insecure, so inequitable, so fragile…

Chapter 3: Liars Tell Lies

Oh stealing moments just to be with you
Though its wrong its hard to tell the truth

But she don't have to know
She don't have to know
She Don’t Have to Know - John Legend
                                                                      

“You’re not coming for dinner tonight?”

“No, SooYeon, Please say my regards to your mum”

“Why?”

“I’ve....  a schedule”

That’s a lie. Both of them knew that well. But neither wants to further discuss it.

“SeungHo, you knew I love you right?” SooYeon’s voice in the end of the line was almost pleading.

Seungho breathed heavily. Glanced over Hye Jung who still busy texting someone. It could be to HyunJoong Sunbae. His mind racing over and over beating his heart beats.

He back to his phone and whisper..

“Ara…”

Chapter 4: Lost

If heart should be followed,

Then he would love to give away his heart to keep his mind in its correct state.

Cause his heart has been too much deceiving…

Chapter 5: Messages

From : HyeJung

To : The guy who pouts cutely

Have you arrived home safely? Thx for tonight’s dinner

From: Seungho

To: Darth Vader

Yes, noona. Good night.

From: HyeJung

To: The guy who pouts cutely

What? You already want to send me off?

From: Seungho

To: Darth Vader

It’s not it..

From: HyeJung

To: The guy who pouts cutely

Then what?

SeungHo didn’t reply to that question.

Yeah right, we had dinner. Then what?

He tossed his handphone to the drawer and buried himself under the pillows.