I sigh for the nth time, I'm going to send Naeun home and looking for the right time to break up with her

This is so hard, Its making me hard to breath I'm so nervous I clear my throat I don't know where to start I don't want to hurt her but this is the only way for me to have Sica back

"Naeun" I pause she look at me I'm madly sweating right now she look at me worriedly she put the back of her hand on my forehead

"Are you okay?" She asked me with full of concern I nodded slowly Guilt is starting to eat me up I'm thinking of not doing this anymore but I will just lie to her and to myself I might hurt her right now time will heal everything right?

Its better if ill do this earlier than wait for her to fall deeply in love with me I gulp "Naeun, this is hard for me" she immediately frown

"Huh?... What is it? tell me maybe I can help" I lean back and sigh I don't really want to hurt her god knows how much I love her

I don't want to see her hurting but they are right ill hurt her even more if ill continue this relationship "Naeun whatever happen don't think that I didn't love you god knows how much I love you bu--but I think it much better if le-lets just e-e-end what we have right now"

She was taken aback but then she tried her hardest to stay calm I don't want to see her like this but they left me with no choice She didn't say anything,

she looks so dumbfounded "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please forgive me I love you Naeun but but-"

"But what? You still love Ms. Jung more than me, right?" she sounds so calm but I know she's hurting I froze on my spot I didn't say anything I'm dumbfounded about what she just said she wipe her tears.

It pained me to see her like this but I can't do anything this is now or never. I can bring up myself to open my mouth this is hard for me

"If you're wondering why i knew about you and Ms. Jung. I once heard Ms. Hwang and her talking about your past relationship with her but I didn't mean to eavesdrop but curiousity got the best of me." She paused I didn't get to say something again as she continue talking I tried to reach for her face and wipe the tears away but she stop me from doing so

"At first I tried to fool myself and make myself believed that I heard wrong and act like I knew nothing because I love you so much Yuri and I don't want to lose you so even if it hurts I tried to endure all the pain just to be with you. The time we were on the site checking the materials, when were on the same car as her and I caught you looking at her from time to time, the time that you'll fly to US wit