As Jessica keep on bugging me to go to Taeyeon to say sorry I couldn't refuse since she's threatening me

But seriously I'm confuse if what are we sure thing we do what couple does but what makes me more confuse is that she accepted me even if I have girlfriend

To be honest I don't know what to do, I don't want to hurt Naeun and I'm sure I don't want to hurt her as well I took a deep breath what's gotten into you Kwon Yuri?

But I didn't regret the things that happened to us. I'm happy I could hold her in my arms again But this isn't right but I can't do anything as long as she's not complaining I think everythings gonna be okay

I don't know if how long we're going to be like this but as of now I'm contented Sooner or later I have to make a decision so even if I don't want it or not if I'm going to choose Naeun I will hurt Jessica if I'm going to choose Jessica I will hurt Naeun

and If I'm not going to choose anytime soon ill hurt the both of them and one thing I don't want to happen is that what if I lose them both?

I decided to call Naeun since its been a long time since I talk to her After a few rings she finally pick it up I immediately smile when I hear her voice

"Hey, why you didn't call for the past few days" I whine

"Like you even remember to call me as well" she said sarcastically I suddenly become guilty

"I'm sorry baby, Im busy for the past few days" She fake a laugh

"Yeah Yeah busy with Ms. Jung?" I gulp

I don't know but of all a sudden sweat trickled on my forehead I furrowed my brow trying to say something as innocent as possible

"What do you mean?" I asked dumbly

"I don't know maybe about work?" She stated casually I sigh in relief "Why is there something I should know?"

There's something on her voice that makes me feel intimidated I laugh awkwardly "What are you trying to imply?" "Nothing nevermind" I sigh, my guilt is starting to eat me out.

I ask her about her parents and she said she managed to convince them not to keep on bothering her about the engagement  

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I'm quite hesitant to approach Taeyeon I'm in front of her door I took a deep breath I knock twice then soon I can hear foot steps coming on my direction then soon the door open

When she saw me she frowned immediately and furrowed her brow "What do you want?" She asked coldly this is the first time Taeyeon talk like this to me I feel bad of all a sudden

"Aren't you going to let me in?" I asked trying to act like nothing is wrong Then she sigh and make a way for me I enter and she close the door I sit comfortably on her couch

She sat on her swivel chair and continue looking at the documents in front of her I fake a cough then she look at me giving me a questioning look I scratch the back of my head awkwardly

"Taeng! I'm sorry about what happened the other night" I decided to throw my prideout of the window

I heard her sigh "Yuri, you know I will always forgive you even if you don't ask me to, I treat you like a family" she said I was touched by her words

"You're the best bestfriend ever Taeng, I'm so thankful that I have you and im really really sorry about what happened"

"Stop saying sorry, I guess its my fault too. I mean Jessica is your ex even if I like her no I mean I love her,