I didn't intend to take a confirmatiom about my case last time Maybe I'm just sick by that time Me and Yuri were eating lunch together at the cafeteria she keeps on feeding me And I happily open my mouth

"Jessi!" I look for the person who called me and I spotted Tiffany but then I froze on my spot when I saw Dongwook with her I can also see that even him was startled when he saw me They approach us and my heart is beating rapidly

"Hey Yuri" Yuri smile to her. "Jessi I guess you already knew Dongwook right?" I slowly nodded he smile to me and I smile back "Where's your boyfriend?" I ask to lessen the akwardness

"He is practicing right now for the competition. That's why he send Dongwook to accompany me" I nodded in understanding "So Tiffany and Dong?" "Wook, Yuri" she added "By the way Dongwook this is Jessica's girlfriend"

Dongwook offer a hand and Yuri gladly shook it Actually Tiffany doesn't know about what happened to me and him when I told him just the both of us I mean it That's why she's clueless
 

"Do you want to share the same table with us?" I can feel my whole body is sweating right now when yuri asked them to join us Tiffany sit next to me while he sit next to Yuri this is really awkward

"Sica are you okay? Why are you so pale?" I cup my cheeks "I'm fine" I assure her Throughout the whole lunch I'm eating quietly and Yuri notice it "Baby are you okay" I was startled but nodded nonetheless Tiffany and Yuri are talking while me and Dongwook are not even uttering a word

I want to get out of this hell now I'm ing nervous one wrong move and I might lose her "Baby" I called out "I'm going to class now" I stated then she look at her watch

"Ill send you there" then she stand up soon I followed "Were going, and Dongwook-ssi nice meeting you" she smile at him I turn to them I smile at him "Were going, were late. Bye" And with that we leave the two alone

"Why are you so quiet a while ago? Are you not feeling well"

"I'm okay, you can go to your class now ill take it from here"

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As day passed by I can feel something is not right, the way I'm feeling dizzy of all the sudden and I'm always sleepy And I can tell I'm already one month delay of my period The fact that I oftenly crave for something,

I'm really having a bad feeling about this Even though I'm not sure if I'm really pregnant or not I want to take a pregnancy test to make sure It keeps on bothering me, I don't know I'm just really nervous what will happen if I am pregnant? Im only 18 what will my parents reaction about this? And especially Yuri

I sigh! Jessica Jung Sooyeon calm down, stop assuming I decided to buy a pregnancy test, I just hope its negative, since I was drunk by that time I don't know if he release inside me

Whatever will be result is I just hope I can ing accept it I took it already I did the process and I'm just waiting for the result I was really hoping for 1 red line only to make it negative I was relieve when I saw 1 line but then seconds later it become two 

I was shock and I don't know how to react Its positive I breakdown and sob how am I suppose to tell this to my parents, to Yuri I'm still studying I want to enjoy first my teenage life but what am I supposed to do with this?

I never knew that I will end up being pregnant this early I'm sure Dongwook is the father but what should I do right now The image of Yuri make me cry harder, I can't afford to hurt her I'm not ready with this, what if she push me away? My parents will despise me

What will my friends think about me? I'm ed up right I don't know how to handle this kind of situation God help me, this is a mistake I didn't mean it How I wish I could turn back the time when that day didn't happened yet

I shouldn't have lie to Yuri on that day