Ahhh... today maybe a good day. I think the weather is so nice and it's a good day to take a walk. Walking around the park, looking at the trees and listening to the birds. Yeah, it's feel nice. Now, I just sit and do nothing. Just do nothing and supposed to feel nothing. But I know, I can't. I know deep down in my heart, I feel something but I want to feel nothing. I hope that my heart like a glass, if you want to emptying it just pour the content out. Unfortunately, my heart just ordinary human heart.  I close my eyes, try to relax.

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"Please,,, listen to me"

"I beg you... Please understand my position."

"Can't you give me a time to explain it all?"

"Don't you trust me?"

"Please..."

"Please... I'm begging you."

"You know that I can't do that."

"Can't you understand?"

"Please..."

"I can't promise it, you know that."

"I'm sorry... please... I understand your feeling."

"But... I'm sorry.. I can't do that..."

"That's not my intention to make you feel like that."

"I'm really sorry... You know my feeling about you, right?"

"Why.. why? you don't believe me?"

"Please,, don't say that.."

"Don't say that words...please.."

"Really? that's what you want?"

"Okay... if that really what you want..."

"You know my answer, right?"

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Right now, I want to think nothing and feel nothing.