_______ (insert own name) POV

 

 

It's my 2nd year in high school and this year was the year that started everything. What did it start? it started the one sided love. 

It was so peaceful, everyday I would wake up, be all happy and go to school but then this day came. It was unexpected.

As usual, I was with my friends during break when all of a sudden a boy came running up to me.

 

I greeted him because I knew who he was, he was from my year.

 

"Erm.. hey.. _______" the boy said while trying to catch his breath.

"Oh, erm.. hi Tao.." I greeted him.

"Listen, I need to speak to you.." He dragged me from my friends.

"Yah.. erm.. I'll be one minute!" I shouted to my friends as I was being dragged away.

 

Tao had dragged me to a corner where there are no one.

"What do you want to say?" I asked annoyed.

"You see.. Do you know Kris Wu, my friend from our year?" He questioned.

"……. yeah.." I paused a second to think who.

"Well.. you see.. he likes you" He stated.

 

I froze for a sec… what?! I've never spoken to him.. how the heck can he like me… this must be a joke!

 

I came back to sense and I asked him.

"It's a joke ain't it? don't joke around with me…"

 

he didn't answer so I walked away and said "Stop it right now'

 

The bell rung and I made my way to my lesson, it was design technology. When I was lining up to wait for the teacher,

someone standing at the back of me was pulling and my hair.

I hate people who pulls my hair so I turned around annoyed.

 

"Will you stop it?!" I shouted as I turned around.

I looked at the one who pulled my hair and it was Kris Wu.

 

"oooooo… feisty… I like it.." He winked and smirked at me.

 

His friends started making noises and . Even my friends teased me.. I think they did that because they used

to go to the same primary school.

 

Anyway, the teacher came and we all went in.. The class was dreadful.. Kris Wu sat beside me and kept putting his arms

around my shoulders, every time he did that, I gave him an evil glare and he would smirk and take his arm away from my

shoulder. Because it was Design Technology, we were required to move around, making the object that the teacher had told

us to. Every time I moved, he would follow me.. he acted like a stalker! Errrr, I hate him!

I finally couldn't take it so I turned around.

 

"Just what the hell is your problem?!!??!?" I shouted annoyed.

He just smirked and went to his friends.. what the hell?! 

 

And finally, the lesson went to an end and I quickly walked out dragging my friends.

 

And with that, 2 months had already past. Everyday, he would greet me, annoy me and tease me.. there was one time when

I was a little late for my first lesson and his lesson was still queuing up to be let in, his room was in the same block as mine..

I was fast walking and didn't notice he was there, once I looked up, he smirked and ran towards me.. I was so annoyed and

late so I started running away from him and managed to get into my class before he could stop me. 

 

There was also one time when me and one of my friends were early for school so I sat in the canteen chatting away. Then him

and his friends sat next to me and behind me.. he sat behind me because his friend stole the seat next to me. Then all of a

sudden, I felt an arm around my shoulder.. I guess his friend did that to tease(?) him.. so I played along.. I let his arm to be

around my shoulder. I could hear his friend say "haha, Kris, look, she lets me do it..!" his friends laughed and I could hear Kris Wu

playfully shout at his friend telling him to get his arm off my shoulder. I finally had enough of the noise and his arm has been

around my shoulder for a LONGGG time so I turned to his friend and calmly said.

 

"will you take your hand off my shoulder please? It's been there for quite a time"

then the bell rung and he had no choice but to take his arm away.

 

So yeah, every time he would tease and play with me, I would say mean things but he takes them as jokes and laughs it off.

 

It was another new start of the week, I had science first and i just remembered he's in my science.. Well this is gonna be a

dreadful lesson, what a great way to start my week off.. I thought.

As expected he sat beside me.. we was already half way into the lesson and he would stare at me and poke me which got me

really annoyed. We was doing our work but then my pencil led snapped and he was sharpening his pencil.

 

"can you sharpen my pencil please?" I whispered.

He didn't say anything and just took the pencil out from my hand.

It took him a long time to sharpen my pencil so I thought I should say something as a revenge for poking and staring at me earlier.

He handed the pencil back to me and I sarcastically said

 

"It's about bluddy time..why won't you take another million years.. arse"

 

I expected him to say something back or laugh like he usually does but when I looked at him, he had his head down doing his

work.. I studied his face and he looked pissed.

 

Uh-Oh.. I shouldn't have said that.. I thought.

 

The lesson ended and he walked out the room, normally he would wait for me and follow me out… was it because of what

I said.. I thought.

 

It was dinner and I met with my friends. My friends teased me by mentioned Kris Wu..

 

"hey ______! wheres Kris?" she winked at me.

I kept silent.

"nah, just kidding.. you know ______, he doesn't really like you, you know? I heard his friend say that they betted if he

could get with you or something.. I thought I tell you that so you'll be relieved..haha" my friend said.

I don't know why, but when I heard that.. I felt unhappy..

 

After dinner, I had music.. as I was waiting to go in.. Tao came over to me. First, he came over to me because he probably

wants to talk to me and second, he was in the same class as me.

 

"______, Kris doesn't like you anymore.. I guess you should be relieved, haha.." He said smiling.

 

I don't know why but his words lingered in my ear and my heart felt really heavy.. I felt like I lost something..

 

After that day, he didn't speak to me, didn't follow me, didn't tease me.. nothing.. it felt weird, why did he act this way.. I

didn't mean to say those words... and slowly, I realised that I developed a crush on him..

 

Time had gone by very quickly and it is now 4 years since I had a crush on him, Kris Wu.. Over these years, everyone in our

year knew about it and of course he knew but he didn't come to me and say anything.. why?

During these 4 years, I had cried for you, laughed for you, blushed whenever you look at me, stare at you, turned into an

absolute stalker (not literally a stalker..) but you had never spoken to me. My heart hurts and I know I should stop and

move on.. but I can't because each summer holiday, I said i'll move on but when school starts, I see you and BAM! the

feelings come rushing back. I hate this.. I really do… why..

 

I really don't get him.. he knows I have feelings for him but he doesn't even bother to speak to me, I caught him looking

at me occasionally.. so what does that mean?

 

It was the last day of high school and yes, he hasn't spoke to me.. I knew that this maybe the last time I'll ever see him..

I knew that after today, my feelings would eventually go.. I actually want these feelings to go because I can't deal with them anymore.

 

I am now in my last year of college and it has been two years since I've not seen him and most of the feelings have gone..

To be quite honest… I never had a crush after him.. I guess thats why I still have a tiny bit of feelings for him but I'm okay

with it because I've not been thinking about him like I used to and I just hope he's doing okay.. 

 

It is now officially my summer holidays and because I have 4 months break, I decided to start writing a book.. I opened my laptop

and typed in a title I thought of..

 

I just want to forget about you...

 

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The end~!

Sorry, it wasn't an happy ending, please forgive me.. >___<

I had to write it like this because as I said, it's based on a true story...........

But I hope you enjoyed it and don't forget to comment and tell me if I should carry on writing One shot stories or tell me how you feel after reading this.. thank you~~~!^___________^