"Wooooooooooooooooooo!"

The deafening clamor of voices coming from the audience flooded my eardums as soon as G-Dragon appeared on the stage.

Deafening noise. So my love is this popular, no wonder. He was among the most popular boy band in Asia - he's a member of Bigbang.

He's the most popular among his co-members. Perhaps it's because of the fact that he's the lead vocalist and leader of Bigbang.

"Good evening everyone!" my love greeted the audience.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!" everyone screamed in chorus.

"Are you guys ready to have fun?" he hovered the mic in our direction.

"Yeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssss!!"

The background music started to play.

He stared in my direction, "This is love for ma, ma one and only."

Leave

Yeah, Finally I realized that I am nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah ~ ♫

This is very different.

This is so much different than the times I heard him sing.

Maybe it's because this is the first time I was able to watch and listen to his song - live.

I'm feeling goosebumps while listening to his voice. And I don't think I can stand it, in addition to that - I'm the nearest person to him. It's the perks of being G-Dragon's girlfriend - getting to listen to his voice in a close distance. Good thing he got me the most expensive ticket.

My broken heart like a wave

My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke

It can not be like a Tattoo Removed

I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in.

Only dusts are piled up in my mind

(Say goodbye) ~ ♫

His eyes never leaving mine as he sang the lyrics.

I can feel the melody in his voice, it's like as if he's singing the song for me.

He sings with his heart.

Yeah, I thought I would not be able to live even one day without you

But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought

You do not answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"

I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless ~ ♫

It's like there's only the two of us.

Feels like we invaded the place.

The way he's staring at me didn't help either. It feels so right. 

He's singing the song for me to hear - only me.

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?

Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?

I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can not get close nor try to talk to you

I Spend long nights by myself, Erasing my thoughts a thousand times ~ ♫

All the spotlights focused on him.

It made me see his angelic face crystal clear.

I placed a hand in my chest. I think my heart is about to explode.

Terrific heart beat.

Do not look back and leave

Do not find me again and live (on)

Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories

I can bear it in some way

I can stand in some way

Should you be happy if you are like this

I Become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh) ~ ♫

My heart hammered in my chest when he winked at me.

The gesture earning me sharp glares from the people behind me.

They're giving me a weird stare.

Oh girl I cry, cry

You're my all, say goodbye ... ~ ♫

But I ignored them.

My eyes shut off involuntarily.

I'm mesmerized to the slow rhythm of the song - more likely, to the stunning voice of the person I love.

Now I'm feeling low of myself. How was I able to reach this famous man? It's like he's miles and miles away from me. He's too popular - and yet his girlfriend is.. a mere waitress.

If we pass by each other on the street

Act like you did not see me and go the way you were walking to

If you keep thinking about our past memories

I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I will not ever get a different mind

Even smallest regret will not be left out ever

Please live well as if i should feel jealous

Should you always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud

Yes, Should you always smile like that as if nothing happened ~ ♫

My eyes opened as I hear his voice stronger and.. closer.

And my eyes widened as I saw him walking towards my direction. He went down the stage.

It's like the time stopped.

I hope your heart fees relieved

Please forget about me and live (on)

Those tears will dry completely

As time passes by

Would've it hurt less if we did not meet at all (mm)

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby

I pray for you ~ ♫

He sang the lyrics while staring at me - still walking towards my direction.

He stopped in front of me. What is he doing?

He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand.

Right now, I can't explain how I feel. 

It's overwhelming.

Oh girl I cry, cry

You're my all, say goodbye, bye

Oh my love do not lie, lie

You're my heart, say goodbye ~ ♫

..

I smiled widely at him - so wide that if it's possible for my lips to tear then it would.

He smiled back at me. Geez, Ji. Do you really wish me to die?

But my smile faded, as I witness the scene right before my eyes.

Someone grabbed him by the arm,

.

.

.

And kiss him in front of me.

It's like a very cold water was poured on my body. 

My heart torn to pieces.

And my heart sank as I saw her face.