Date: 02-10-20XX

 

Hello!~

Good evning... or evening?

 

She says in a drackyula accent...

 

okay you also don't know how to spell so you can't tell me off XD!

 

how do you know i spelled it wronf? huh?! huh?!

 

i  just know!

 

hmm... yeah~... sure~...

 

anyways it's night time now, i just thought i should tell you about Lu Han cuz' i promised...

okay here i go

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Once upon a time there was a boy Lu Han...

ahahaha just kidding~

lol

 

-_- are you searious?

 

you spelled it wrong...

 

how do you know?

 

ugh! forget it! continuing.

So it all started at the badminton competition in school... so, Lu Han was one of the students from differents schools that were participating...oh! one more thing, have i mentioned Se Hun from our previous conversations?

 

yes

 

no

 

idc

 

who the Fu**k is Se Hun?

 

(pff) XD yeah i know, anyway forget about him for now i'll explane later.

so Se Hun is Lu Hans friend so obviously i became friends with Lu Han through Se Hun... so when i got to know Lu Han i started to like him, long story short it didn't happen or didn't end up well for me cuz' i found out that he liked another girl, wich made me upset... just a little cuz' at that time i also like anotherguy name Su Ho... then again i'll mention Su Ho on another time... moving on.

so yeah... but i decided to help him, in one condition, he was to become my BFF and he agreed, fast foreward, so then~ it didn't work out for him cuz' the girl didn't feel the same way as he did to her (sigh~ my hand hurts) = - = 

Then he decided not to like anyone for awhile, but sooner or later he did, and i felt bad for him so i started to cheer him up like that and i aslo told him about the truth about me sacrificing my feelings for him to help him get the girl he liked, and it did cheer him up... but at that time i also still liked him.

So from then on we always chated and some times text each other

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

One day he said he liked me wich shocked me O.O

i was happy, sad, shocked and

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

was in pain... like from the moment he said he liked me my heart eached and i thought maybe i was too schocked... so i just shrugged it off, So i didn't answer him cuz i didn't like the idea of being confessed through the internet.

Then i started putting him into such tests like if he is worthy of me but later on my feelings started to dissapear and suddenly i didn't have anymore feelings for him, but i didn't tell him right away cuz' i didn't want to hurt his feelings, But in the end i told him how i felt and everything went down, he wa upset and i felt bad, i made him cry, i felt bad and now i gave him hope that there might be a very slim chance that we might work out, like it might happen

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

but i doubt it :( sry Lu Han.

Well did you understand in what situation i am on?

What do you think of this?

plz write it on the comment box.