Date: 15-03-13

 

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Today was... (sigh)

today was very sand and... etc.

Well practically my best friend Levy...

well she was my best friend and friend.

Levy and me are not friends anymore, and the most patetic way to brake it up was by facebook

wow~

she has no guts telling me face to face

but i can't do any thing about it.

She said some hurtfull stuff as well.

This is what she wrote:

Lucy, T'm sick of these kind of things. You cry for everything easily when people wouldn't. Don't say you are sensetive because you are crying people will actually care. I've been holding on too much now, I can't handle anymore. If i yelled at you it was because it was loud there. You get mad at everything and you embarrassed me lots of times. Why can't you laugh like others? You just clap palms stupidly and laugh out loud for nothing. It's annoying. Believe. At first i thought we could really be friends but recalling all those times, we just talked about Kpop and Anime. Our maturity levels are way different and I need a bff that I can't tell me things and kind ways to reason myself, not supporting me in my decisions which might be wrong. I'm sorry levy but this is the end of our friendship.

 

 

 

 

 

So yeah...

that's what she said

i want to complaine.

1- i don't cry because i'm sensitive nor because of small things.

2- i cry because i have problems with my family, and i'm always stressed out.

3- And i also cry because i can't see Hiyori very often, and she means everything to me.

4- Some of the reasons i cry is because of you too, for example:

4.1- you some times make me feel stupid

4.2- you treat me like crap sometimes

4.3- you boss me around sometimes

4.4- you think of yourself as the best (your cocky)

4.5- you make me feel bad about myself

4.6- you never listen

4.7- you don't care about my opinions, you just want to talk about yourself.

4.8- you also make look stupid infront of people

4.9- you shout at me a lot

4.10- you call me stupid. You think it doesn't hurt? hearing and listening to you calling me stupid.

4.11- you look down on me.

4.12- you don't support me.

4.13- i think you're just faking to be my friend (wich i didn't want to think about)

4.14- you only want to her what you want to hear and say what you want to say.

4.15- And And i wont change me just because you want me to or because we were bff's.

4.16- And i'm sorry if i wasn't the bff you wanted me to be.

4.17- you don't apriciate what you have.

4.18- you complain about me! a lot! but i never complained to you!

4.19- you don't notice how you treat me, how you hurt my feelings.

4.20- you don't understand me, you don't try.

4.21- you're fake and plastic

4.22- you're mean, cruwel, plastic, fake and insensitive.

4.23- you never notice the wrong things you do to me, but you always notice mine.

4.24- you ask for to much, you are not satisfide with what you have. You always want more, your not thankfull.

And finally

why did you bother hanging out with me when you couldn't take it anymore, why? tell me?

and why did you say all those word just now when school finished and why by internet? FACEBOOK! can't you say this to my face?! it doesn't matter if i cry, you should have told me face to face.

While i was reading that message i felt nothing at the begining, when i continued it suddenly feel like a big rusty knife was being slashed through my heart followed by niddles pearsing through every part of my body. When i finished reading it i lied down on the bench which where i was sitting on

5 seconds passed i sat up and started to cry... for 10 minutes, it was really painful, no one has ever done this to me nor did something like this happen to me.

Complaini and letting all those out made me feel a little bit better.

She even deleted me on facebook in her friends.

If she wanted a perfect bff she should have bought one.

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