I Can't Take This Anymore
Melt My Frozen HeartAuthor POV
Luhan has sleep the entire week after the accident...eventhough he did not awake..Sehun still constantly drink his blood..it was like he was addicted to it..he never left his bedroom and will always watch the boy..Sehun didn’t know what to do when Luhan did not awake even after the third day that he started to felt scared if the boy is dead..he can’t loose the most amazing vessel...not yet..he still can’t get enough of the boy blood...he want to taste more of the blood
But after seven day,Luhan awake but he change he then turn into a quite boy,he didn’t even speak a word...didn’t fight back when Sehun bite him,eventhough he look alive but the truth is he felt that he already dead..Luhan was like a doll,nod when he was ask if he okey and shook his head when he was ask if he is sick,there were no emotion in his eye...just a blank expression...it was like he was in his own world
Sehun started to annoyed by the boy behaviour,he has to admitted he like the boy even better when he was fighting with him..Sehun will always the poor boy when he started to get annoyed by the cold stare and even then,Luhan will just look away and bite his lips...the red lips is now pale and full of cuts,but till then he stay quite and look dead...the once happy boy turn into a death corpes...his body is getting thinner by day because he has refused to eat...he is getting more and more paler by day with all the blood loss...even he didn’t have all of the energy,Sehun will still drink on him every night..
Luhan POV
I think my life now is full with pain rather than the life i have before,i couldn’t even protect my twin and i just can’t believe i just got by man,vampire to make it worse..why me? Why Lay? Why we have to be seperated from the one we love? Why can’t we live in peace? All of those thought keep on repeating in my mind as Sehun continue to me and drink my blood every single day...
I was in deep thought when the door creak open and the figure of the man i hate the most appear...
‘here it goes again’ i thought to my self as he walk toward me
I lay there and wait for the same impact and routine to start all over again,but this time...it never came..he just lie beside me and pull me into his cold arm...i was trembling and its look like he know it because his next action made me shock,he held on to me till i calm down...
“sleep...” he whisper at my ear and tighten his hand on my waist
“i’ll get you some food when you wake up...but for now just sleep” as if its command me that i slowly drift to sleep...
‘what is wrong with him?’
Author POV
Luhan wakes up with a fresh body and mind...he then hear a soft knock on the door...and when he open it,a tall boy was holding a tray of food appear with a small smile
“food...” the boy say and walk inside to place the tray on the table
“thanks” Luhan gave the boy a smile and walk toward the table
“are...you like me?” Luhan ask the boy and he slightly nod his head
“im Tao...prince Kris vessel” he bow his head toward Luhan
“hai Tao..im Luhan” Luhan gave Tao a cute wave which made Tao smile when he see those cute gesture..
“well...eat up..you look skinny,i have to go now...but Kyungsoo will come and get the tray when you finish...nice meeting you Luhan” Tao walk toward the door and gave Luhan a small wave...
Luhan notice how Tao was limping and he can also see some bruised and cuts on Tao’s arms and cheek..he got emotional all of sudden...
‘im not the only one’ he thought to himself and try to control all of the tears..that is all he did after Sehun him...crying..and crying...he was feeling mad at himself for being weak...aren’t he supposed to be the strong one...
‘this has got to stop...im not going to give up now..Lay need me...’ he promised to himself never to surrender anymore...
After he finished eating all of the food,he decide to take a nice warm bath..it has been a long time since the last time he take it..after he was done,there was a faint knock and when he open it he was meet with Kyungsoo
“Kyungsoo?” the boy just nod his head and walk toward the table to pick up the tray
“thanks...”
“its okey..take good care of your self...” with that word Kyungsoo walk out of Luhan’s bedroom
Luhan was reading some book that he found in the room when Sehun enter...
“feeling better?” Sehun walk toward Luhan and sit next to him...Luhan just nod his head and continue to read...suddenly Sehun grip Luhan’s arm and pull him so that he was looking straight into his eye
“i told you not to ignore me..” his word were tense and the grip is getting stronger
“what?? What the hell you want me to say?? That i was feeling better in this hell?? That i was happy living in this hell!!!” Luhan shout every single word..he was really in the edge...why can’t he have just one day without all of this crap...
Sehun was shocked..like really shocked..but rather that that he was angry..
“how dare you raise your voice at me” he pull Luhan up and push him toward the wall
“you’re just a freaking slave...” but before he can continue Luhan push him away
“yeah...i know that...with all the and bitting and abusing..didn’t you think i forget” Luhan look at Sehun with teary eyes
“you know what...do what you want and to make it better just kill me already..” he grip his hand and take a deep breath and look at Sehun straight in his eye
“i better be dead than to live with a monster”
a/n
yup...hehehe
im that evil...*thunder sound*
well...hope you like this update...and keep on praying for the HunHan cp
well...since im so evil...A LOT OF PRAYER!!
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