It's Hurt So Much
Melt My Frozen HeartLuhan POV
When i wake up the next day i was back in Sehun’s room...i hope Lay was doing fine..i look around and notice Sehun was nowhere to be seen...i walk slowly toward the bathroom,seriously my body felt weird these few day...i get tired even by walking..i have to use the wall to support my body when i walk toward the bathroom...i fill the tub with warm water and when my body touch the warm water...it was relaxing that i slowly close both of my eyes...my mind started to wander back at the cottage that was warm and full with love...i hope they were fine...i notice tears started to flow but i ignore it...suddenly i felt cold finger caressing my cheeks
“be strong....” a faint whisper fill my ears as i felt a soft kiss on my cheek
I open my eyes and look around but there was no one in here beside me...
“maybe i was to tired” i get out from the tub and grab the rope and walk into the room...i was meet with Sehun’s back...when he turn around he smirk and pull me toward him
“you smell nice...” he snuggle his face at my neck and smell it..i was so shocked that i stay there frozen...i push him slowly...i look up at him and notice the disapprove look on his face
“what did i told you about pushing me away?” he grip my chin and made me look at him
“im sorry...” it come out as a mumble and he push me toward the bed...he then appear infront of my face and tilt my head
“im hungry..” is all he say before the same routine happen again...he my blood again and again..if its not enough by neck,he will bite both of my wrist and i will wake up with bite mark all over my body...
My vision started to get blurry...only when i welcome the darkness that all the pain i felt will slowly fade away...
Author POV
Lay wake up with an empty space beside him...he look around and notice how quite the room are..he push himself up and felt a little bit strong since he ate...he walk around the room and when he look at the mirror he notice how skinny he was...his shirt keep falling to his shoulder...he also notice a faint of bite mark on his neck...he slowly touch his neck and sigh
“what did i do to suffer like this” he then slowly walk toward the bed and sit on the edge
A faint knock on the door made his heart stop...then when the door open a cute tall boy enter and fidget with his finger...he then look up and look at Lay
“erm...your master ask you to come to the kitchen” he slowly say and Lay just gave the boy a smile
“are..you like me?” he look at the boy and smile when he see the boy nod his head
“im Sungyeol...prince Myungsoo vessel” the boy gave him a small bow
“can you please follow me” Lay stand up and started to follow Sungyeol...he really felt tired but he did not want to anger Suho anymore since the man will punished him badly after that...but after he enter the kitchen his jaw fall down..its freaking huge..it is bigger than Lay and Luhan bedroom..he look around and notice that they are not alone..
“come here” he hear Suho’s voice called for him...he walk toward him and look at Sungyeol who also walk toward the man infront Suho..he notice how the man never left his gaze from Sungyeol..
“what do you want to eat?” Suho look at him when he was sit next to the man..Suho look at Lay and notice how pale the boy are...
“erm...im not hungry” Lay slowly whisper and when he felt the atmosphere is weirdly quite he look up and notice everyone was looking at him
“seriously..?” he notice how Myungsoo look at him with amusement in his eye
“have you look yourself...you really need to eat kid” another voice say and when he look around he was meet with a short man with a blond man behind him
He fidget on his sit when he felt Suho grip his wrist and he notice the man lean toward his face
“eat up and i let you meet with your twin again” Lay look up at Suho and slowly nod
“so...what do you want to eat?” Suho ask him again and Lay remember Baekhyun’s home made pancake that he always eat back in those day..
“pancake” he notice how they were looking at him with weird look...Suho just roll his eye and walk toward the kitchen to find the boy pancake
“so....i hear you have a twin” the short guy look at him and grab the blond guy to sit on his lap..
“yeah...” Lay notice how the short guy always snuggle his face at the crook of the blond guy neck,he also notice how the blond look uncomfortable and he know he was like him...he can clearly see the mark on the boy neck.
“L.joe will you please behave..and control your damn thirst..Chunji is getting more paler than he already has..its your third vessel so...if you intend to find another vesseel control those thirst” Kris enter and smack the short guy head..he was then follow with a tall figure...the boy was limping and has to hold on to Kris’s arm so that he wouldn’t fall...
“Tao...what do you want to eat?” Kris look at the boy behind him and push the boy to take a sit..he whisper at Kris before Kris dissapear again..The short guy who Lay found his name was L.joe look at Kris absence and let the blond guy go to sit next to him..Suho appear next to him with a plate of pancake and put it infront of him...Lay look at the steamy pancake and felt how his heart clench..he grab the fork and started to eat the pancake...it taste different from Baekhyun’s pancake...he munch it slowly and notice a drip of water fall on his hand...he notice it was his tears..he look down and continue to eat it without making any sound but he know all of them notice he was crying because he can felt all of their gaze at him...he finish it quickly and look at Suho
“can i go now?” he basically was pleading with his eye..Suho who notice the puffy red eyes only nod his head..Lay rose from his feet and started to walk out of the kitchen..all the way back toward the room he let out all the tears out and sobbing along the way...he enter the room and slowly fall to the floor..he closed his eye and lay his body on the floor...
Suddenly he felt a soft hand holding his hand and wipe the tears before he felt a soft lip on his cheek..
“be strong....” a whisper follow with a loving caress on his hair made him felt calm and slowly drift to sleep...
Somewhere hidden in the thick forest,a small hooded guy open his white eye and smile...
“be strong for me my boy...just for a while...i will get you back” he close his white eye and walk away after making his scent faded...
a/n
hey...
im so sorry guys for the late update....its just that everything turn chaos...the baby has problem and she is getting better by day
so...i will update as ussual...erm...enjoy and thanks for waiting for me patiently
and the trailer is finish...
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