Finding My Happy Ending

Wide Awake

It took a while, but eventually Minseok and I took all of our belongings from the apartment. Once I had, I couldn't help but feel as if a gaping hole had been made in my heart. The whole place was barren and back to its original, bland state--the time before we had made happy memories. It made me slightly regret making such a quick decision to choose Sehun instead. Minseok had been loyal to me for such a long time while Sehun had ditched me and gone god knows where and suddenly he comes waltzing back into my life which resulted in me falling head over heels for him again. 

Sometimes, I believe I decided to love Minseok, not for him to patch me up, but to fill the hole Sehun had left when everything turned sour. However, I don't like to admit it because it would make me feel like I was playing with Minseok's feelings purposefully when really, I had no clue exactly what I was doing to him and myself. This just goes to show that not everything turns out as predicted. It seemed that deep inside, I still harbored a strong love for Sehun--as if it was a small piece of coal that I subconciously fanned to keep burning. Sehun coming in just added fuel to the fire and ignited the, once weak, love.

On the day I had packed everything into Sehun's car, I couldn't help but shed a tear. When it came to saying good bye to Minseok, his weak hug and his sad smile affected me until the day he told me he had found someone else. Over the course of those days, a wave of guilt would always send chills up my spine and made me want to call him to apologize. Some days, I would stare at my phone and Minseok's name, just a tap away from the phone call, but I would stop myself. Who knew how Minseok was patching himself up and I bet hearing my pathetic apologize wouldn't help in the slightest.

Then the following month, he gave me a ring. At first, I kind of just stared at the phone, if it was possessed or something and hesitated, but it had been so long since I had talked to him and I was just dying to apologize. So, when I picked up the line, I immediately went for my speech that I had been planning in those few seconds of shock.

"Minseok, I am so sorry. I know it was a hasty decision and I hadn't given you any warning and I feel really terrible that I ditched you like that after you basically nursed me back to a stable emotional state and-"

"Calm down, Luhan," came his soft voice from the other end. "I don't hate you and I understand. You still loved Sehun a lot and I couldn't force you to change it, so all I could do was be supportive."

"Oh my god, Minseok..." I whispered, trying to keep tears of relief from spilling over. It was as if someone had lifted a 10 ton weight off of my shoulders and chucked it into the sea.

"Luhan? Luhan! Are you ok there?" Minseok asked in a worried tone.

"Yeah, I'm ok," I breath out with a wide grin on my face. It just so happened that at that moment, Sehun walked through door of our bedroom and gave me a confused look. I chuckled slightly and patted the bed next to me, beckoning him over. He shrugged and joined me on our bed. Then, he positioned himself right behind me and pulled me onto his lap while he s his hands around my waist.

"Well, I bet you're wondering why I called." Minseok said out of the blue.

"Kind of," I laughed one, because it was true, and two, Sehun had tickled my sides.

"Well, I have some good news..." he trailed off.

"Don't you dare leave me on a cliff hanger, Kim Minseok or I swear-"

"I'm dating someone." he said, interrupting.

OH.

MY.

GOD.

In excitement, I nearly hit Sehun in the face, but he moved out of the way just in time. Whoops.

"Luhan?"

After calming myself and settling back against Sehun's chest, I replied, "Who is he and what does he look like?"

"How about you meet him face to face instead?"

"Hold up, but you're, like, 5 hours away," I say.

"We're visiting for a little vacation."

"Seriously?" I ask increduously.

"No, not seriously. I basically had to drag his bum here, but once we did arrive, he didn't regret it in the slightest and shut up because he saw all of the restaurants."

"A way to a man's heart is through his stomach, right?" I joke which recieved a nudge from Sehun who strongly disagreed with that statement.

"Anyway, we're going to the Cozy Sweater cafe tomorrow at 10! Be there, ok?" Minseok asked.

"Of course!" 

"Really? Great! See you then! I have to go. My mate is getting kind of hungry," Minseok joked before saying a short goodbye and hanging up the phone. After that burden lifting phone call, I then spent the rest of the day watching movies with Sehun and cuddling up in a large, fluffy blanket. Occasionally, Sehun would plant a soft kiss on my lips before moving down my neck and to the nape, on it slightly. As a result, I had gained multipled hickeys after one movie had finished, but I digress.

So what's the point in all of this? Isn't there some sort of message? Of course, and it's "don't let your lover leave too many hickeys." Just kidding. But in all seriousness, I had come to a conclusion that the feeling of love never dies, no matter how many times it had been buried underneath all of the darkness and despair. Who knows, you may just find your soulmate that way.

For me, cuddling with Sehun, loving him with all of my heart and body, and having him fully reciprocate that... That is my happy ending.


Bad ending, I know.

But I couldn't figure out how to finish it and this chapter just felt like the righ one to end on because dragging it out any longer would be too much.

Anyway, hope you enjoyed and thansk for the support.

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chapter one has been changed slightly, so please reread that if you haven't to see.

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leedino #1
Chapter 4: wait this is the end??!!!!!! if it is omgggggg. let lu meet chen ahahah but if its not then yAASSSS
leedino #2
Chapter 2: ANGST AHHH SHIGWIUSGISJ
TOOOO MUCCCCHHH AGNST YOUR SOTRY IS AN OVERDOSE
AngelofHeaven
#3
Chapter 2: Oh gosh! You updated! Ahh.. this new update got me so curious! :c
babybambi
#4
huhuhu my hunhan feeels ;A;
i really liek this story
AngelofHeaven
#5
I wanna know what happened next.. Though I want Sehun to alive... I wish Luhan could remember him.