A week

She didn’t come to school for a week

I stared at the wall

What have I done?

I hurt her

I hurt her

I’m a bastard

I’m sorry Nayoung

I really am…but there is no other way…

Than this

I remember the look in her eyes

I really wanted to hug her and tell her how much I missed her but I couldn’t because I shouldn’t so I just walked away, that was the first time I cried in five years.

My dad called me to his office

‘Sehun…’

He looked serious; I have a feeling that this is not something that I want to hear

‘I’m sending you to New York. Son, I’m getting older now and who knows what will happen to me. I want you to take over the company when you come back…you’re old enough now’

I didn’t say anything

‘I know you love that girl but you have to move on and you’ll find someone else…’

The problem is that…I don’t want someone else. I want to be with her is that such a hard thing to ask?

‘When?’

‘You’re leaving in six weeks’

Today she finally came to school…that’s my girl

It pained me to see her because I could never be with her, that’s why I hate reality so much.

She didn’t look at me…it hurt me but I deserved it. I probably deserved much more but all I can do at the moment is just…nothing

As much as I don’t want it to happen, I hope that she forg