I really don’t know how to face my life anymore…

How can I do that when the people that I loved the most turns their backs on me?

First my parents, then my sister now it’s him…someone I’ve loved like he was the only person on the planet

I laid on my bed.

My tears just didn’t come, no matter how much I tried. I couldn’t even cry so I just isolated myself and stared at nothing

I heard a knock on the door

‘Go away’

I pulled the blankets over my head and just continued to drown myself in my thoughts

‘Nayoung’

‘I said go away’

‘How long are you going to be like this? It’s already been a week and you still are in the same place’

She pulled my blankets. I glared at her and Minyoung who was behind her

‘Just leave me alone you two’

Then Minyoung sat beside me and patted my back

‘Nayoung…you’ll have to face this one day or the other so just get up and be the strong girl that I’ve always known’

I looked at her and blinked, Hayoung was crying silently

I pulled her in for a hug as Minyoung patted her back now

‘Wae yo? Why are you crying?’

‘I’m—sorry—it’s all because of me that this is happening to you---I’m so sorry’

‘It’s okay Youngie…everyone makes mistakes…that’s why we’re humans’

‘but---you loved him and now it’s ruined’

‘I guess he never liked me so…it’s okay…sort of’

‘But he does…’ she looked frustrated ‘th