When we finally got back to the dorm, all the members went to take a shower as a pair, to save water and time so that the other members can have a chance to do as well. Kai with D.O., Tao and Sehun, Chanyeol and Baekhyun, Lay and Kris, Chen and Suho, Xiumin and I.

It was finally me and hyung's turn to shower. We both got into the shower together. We helped scrub each other's back and just showered with silence. After all, today was a long and tiring day. It was time to sleep so we both got into bed and fell asleep.

When the next day came, we had to practice and sing for our new comeback. Xiumin made a mistake and all the members started to bash on him. I went up and yelled at the members.
"It's not his fault that he made a mistake! He's a human too!" I yelled.
"Why are you two always grouped up together now?" Kai asked.
... I didn't know how to reply back. All eyes were on me, even Xiumin looked up at me.
"I'm just trying to protect who's right and wrong. You guys are wrong. Everyone makes mistakes."
"That's true but that's not what I'm asking. Why are you protecting hyung?" Kai asked again.
"BECAUSE I LIKE HIM!" I shouted out without thinking.

The room felt silent and soon, laughter can be heard from every corner of the room. Everyone started to laugh at me and I became a prey.
"Haha! He likes him! I like him too!" Chen said.
Phew. I thought. So the members just found this statement funny and didn't take my word seriously. I was scared of being found out about my love. Just recently, I found out that I liked Xiumin hyung. He became the person that I was happy with. I had to hide the one-sided love from everyone before the fans and even my members abandon me.