The relationship between Xiumin and I continued. The members even tried to hide it from the fans as much as they could. They encouraged us and even celebrated my one year anniversary with Xiumin together with us. I was so thankful and yet sorry towards them. They are probably the best members that anyone could ever ask for.

Although the members tried their best to hide this from the fans, of course, a saessang fan took Xiumin's phone which contained all our lovely messages. The messages started to spread like wildfire and eventually almost all of South Korea found out about this. We couldn't do anything about it so Xiumin and I just went on conferences and told everyone the truth.

"I'm gay. I'm proud and I love Xiumin. Kick me out of SM Entertainment, out of EXO, but I love Xiumin.", I told the reporters.

Everyone looked at me weirdly. Xiumin and I were prohibited to do anything for a whole year. But some of the true exotics came and wrote a petition to stop our ban.

Eventually, the ban was lifted and we were back on shows as the original Xiumin and Luhan as if nothing has happened. The fans supported our relationship enthusiastically which was something that I never expected. I love my fellow members ... I mean more like brothers and I love my fans as well!