What do you expect of a teenage girl?Pretty?Long hair,and confident?Passing her test with flying coulours while boys chases her effortlessly ?How I wished that I can become somone so wonderful...I sighed,writing down these thoughts on my diary.I am blessed,compared to those children whose currently on the streets,asking people for food in Indonesia.Yes,I have a poor,small,but a cozy and warm house.I have a strict,evil but loving and caring parents.What more could I possibly carved?

I am so absorbed to my diary and I am oblivious to the surrounding,And I never realised that my furious mother was standing behind me,until she raised her hand and brought down to my back.Excruaiting pain shot through me.Reality fell back before me,and I turned around,than I realised that my mother had just caned me.She expected me to be working on my homework diligently instead of spending time,secretly writing my diary.

Holy ...As she caned me a few more times.I didnt even flinched.I stiffled back the tears,and my lump on my throat was so obvious to me that i was scared I will choked on it."I'm very disappointed in you."Not these detestable words..."You are the eldest among the siblings!How dare you show your siblings that you secretly does things without my permission..."My mother has a very talented mouth,and a special style for nagging.

She can nagged for two hours without stopping and she can nagged from the wrong of doing things secretly to how I wear my clothes,to why I should wear like a good girl,skirts must be at knee-length,no sleveless clothes ,etc.And her overly dramatic behaviour when she nagged.There she was overly dramatic.My mouth twitches before i knew it,and I quickly slap my hand over my mouth to stop that twitching.She's very furious now,i saw flames in her eyes,and I thought I have imagined it there.

She caned me several times again.It was more painful than the previous caning that the tears that i had been fighting it to hold back for so long washed over my face.And I choked on my tears.She slammed the door shut after making sure that I am truly sorry for what I had done,although I am putting on an act that proves I am truly sorry,and was doing my homework seriously.I spawled on the table,rubbing my painful arms.I hate you,you stupid y mother.

I sat infront of my laptop door closed and locked,after six hours.By then,I had completed my homework,and finished my dinner.And the most happiest thing was that,the entire house was asleeped.It's one hour til midnight.I was watching my favourite anime,Shugo Chara!I love it.I love the way my stomach  lurch, and it sends shivers towards my entire body as a reasult,and the way i felt very happy and excited.I sighed happily,and sink into the anime itself,letting it to enveloped my senses and wrapping me like a lover's arms.

I woke up to the warmth of someone's hand.Big,rough,gentle and it carries a sense of security,caressing my cheeks.I opened my heavy eylids and turned to my side to see,Ikuto,Tsukiyomi Ikuto propping up on an elbow,smiling gently at me.he bent over and his mouth sizzles my ear as he whispered good morning in japanese.Than swiftly,he turned and kissed me,gently at first,tongue slithers over my teeth,than urgently,the moment I opened my mouth and kissed him back...