Lost

My very own story .

I"ve lost it.

 

I don't know who I am anymore.

 

I keep myself occupied.

 

Not allowing myself to think.

 

I am so far away.

 

From you.

 

Empty.

 

I fall sick.

 

I try to forget.

 

Forget everything.

 

Everything.

 

Everything.

 

I want no feelings.

 

I see you everywhere.

 

Your features.

 

I even saw your friend.

 

And just that made me excited to see you.

 

Your not here.

 

We lost contact.

 

But i'm stuck here.

 

Hoping.

 

Hoping.

 

Hoping.

 

Can I see you again please.

 

I want to make up for my cowardice,

 

I lost everything.

 

I want to see you.

 

I feel the need to cry.

 

But I can't anymore.

 

And it feels like I'm lost.

 

I don't care where I turn anymore as long as I turn to you.

 

 

 

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Mandm33
#1
Chapter 12: You sound like you really love her.... And you're really sad. I'm sorry:( sometimes love is just mean. Just really mean.
Little_Owl
#2
yeah i am jealous of 'her'i wish a guy would love me like that <3 this is so sweet, you sound like you really really care about her <3
Andwea97
#3
I guess you really do love her right? She must be the only one in your eyes and you can't stop thinking about her right? ^^<br />
When I read it I felt touched and do you know what I'm thinking right now? "Is there a guy who loves me like this guy who wrote this?" <br />
I envy 'her'. But I really hoped you will confessed to her someday! ;D
snsdfan #4
by the way i wrote it her so 'she' wouldn't find out.
Schedulex2 #5
Hello. You said in the last sentence that she hates you. I don't think so. She wouldn't have even bother to teach you the questions you asked if she dislikes you. It's sweet of you to actually write your feelings here. If she sees this, she will be touched. It's romantic! Good luck!