Hi!

i know i havent been here for a long time

alot has happened

my last 2 years was awful

and it still is kinda

the crush well....

i miss it but i'm kinda over it

Why my last 2 years were awful?

this is even worse

well i dont know if i did this to myself

but i've started noticing things

things i'd rather not know

the people around me

the ppl i live with

they dont really like me

and who i am

basically in the 2 years i've kinda expanded my knowledge

in a huge way

i realise things

and i dont like what i'm seeing

when do i get a rest...

it is just getting worst

man, i am really alone

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Mandm33 #1 Sep 24, 2013 18:57:28

Chapter 12: You sound like you really love her.... And you're really sad. I'm sorry:( sometimes love is just mean. Just really mean.

Little_Owl #2 May 31, 2012 07:33:01

yeah i am jealous of 'her'i wish a guy would love me like that <3 this is so sweet, you sound like you really really care about her <3

Andwea97 #3 Oct 24, 2011 11:44:51

I guess you really do love her right? She must be the only one in your eyes and you can't stop thinking about her right? ^^<br />
When I read it I felt touched and do you know what I'm thinking right now? "Is there a guy who loves me like this guy who wrote this?" <br />
I envy 'her'. But I really hoped you will confessed to her someday! ;D

snsdfan #4 Aug 8, 2011 08:06:36

by the way i wrote it her so 'she' wouldn't find out.

Schedulex2 #5 Aug 8, 2011 07:46:05

Hello. You said in the last sentence that she hates you. I don't think so. She wouldn't have even bother to teach you the questions you asked if she dislikes you. It's sweet of you to actually write your feelings here. If she sees this, she will be touched. It's romantic! Good luck!