I've been thinking.

These few days I'm free from school.

You.

That was all I was thinking of.

I couldn't stop even if I tried.

I even thought of confessing.

But there are always consequences.

And I'm a coward.

Should I.

Should I not.

There's only going to be one last chance.

I know deep down in my heart that I am going to blow it.

And end up broken-hearted.

I just want to know your side of the story.

And then I think I'll be able to move on.

I can't believe that all I thought during the holidays was about you.

I thought I could get over you and move on.

I am so wrong.

I'm really scared.

I just need to know that you have no feelings for me.

That its one-sided.

Because now that I think about it.

It might not be.

But I'm too afraid to ask.

If I look at you.

I tense up.

I freeze and forget the world.

I become weak when you look at me.

Should I just forget......