Alone
My very own story .Right now
right this second
im crying
i dont really know why
my realisation that im growing up
my sch work
you?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i miss you
i miss what you represent to me
a target
a challenge
a reason to never give up
you were hope
you were dreams
you were the reason i came to sch
it hurts that youre not here
that i have no idea where you are what youre doing
that im still crying about you till this day.....
its scary to think that ill forever be alone
i never felt it was possible till now
how alone i am
i love ....... what you represent
you were never mine
you'll never be mine
ive accepted that
thank you for being there
being a memory i love to recall
to cleanse myself
to know i have emotions
because i numb myself and i do it well
which is also scary
i thought ill never come back to this page
but i did
because of you
Thank you.
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