You stared at him, astonished at his words. "W-what?!" You stuttered, the cold wind from the ocean did not helped at that moment. JB had suddenly called you up to meet him at the pier. "I said let's break up, Chloe. I've calculated our relationship, we have no future..." JB painfully explained. *Yes, we do have a future but I can't be with you...my mum got into the hospital because of me and I don't want to anger her anymore.* he looked away from your disbelief eyes. "You en see our relationship as an equation?! I know you're smart but you can't just see everything like an equation because life bring many problems for us to solve." You reasoned as you gasped onto his hands with pleading eyes. "JB please. We can work this out. Is this because I did something wrong? If so I'll apologize or I'll do whatever it takes to get your forgiveness. Please take your words back...please..." Your eyes started tearing up and you were struggling to hold back the choking sob down.   JB felt his heart ache in pain at your pleading expression but he kept a blank face and gently removed your tight grip on his hands. "I'm sorry...it just doesn't work out for us anymore...I'm sorry." He lowered his head with his own tears fighting to fall. *It hurts so badly...* JB could literally hear and feel his heart ripped into shreds when you finally let out your choking sob. "You taught me that once a couple come together and developed feelings for each other that's called love. You never told me we got together because of a freaken equation." You cried loudly. "I'm sorry..." JB whispered. "GET OUT OF MY FACE! NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! GO!" You yelled as you shoved him away and turned to face the dark ocean. JB stared you with his heartbroken eyes. *I'm sorry, Chloe. I hope you find your happiness with someone else even though it will hurt me deeply but your happiness is worth every pain I receive...goodbye, my love.* he turned around and walked away with tears rolling down his face and a forever ripped up heart.   You sobbed and sobbed your heart out. You sniffled and inhaled and exhaled. "JB, w-" you turned back around and found him missing. "NO! JB COME BACK! DON'T LEAVE ME! COME BACK TO ME..." You slid down onto the ground, grabbing the rails tightly in your hand, you let your tears take over and your energy drenched itself. "Come back..." You breathed, your eyes red and puffy but you did not move from your spot. You sat there, crying for another hour before standing up with the support of the rails and faced the black ocean once again. The air that was once refreshing was now suffocating you and you felt your body started to grew numb. The next thing you saw was more blackness before you fell to the ground.  ... Fours months crawled pass like snails, your life was empty and all you focus now was about work. It's been four months since you saw him and each day bring new tears to your blank eyes. Today was your parent's death anniversary, you grabbed the white lilies flowers on the table and headed out. You placed the lilies on the passenger seat and steered the wheels of your black Toyota Corolla. Half an hour later, you arrived at the cemetery and parked your car before getting out with the lilies in your hand. You walked up the seven stairs and went to your parent's grave. Placing the lilies on your parent's grave you kneeled down and bowed respectfully. "Mum, dad. How are you guys? Are you watching over me?" You grabbed some tissue and started wiping your dad's picture clean. Your dad had the brightest liveliest smile in the world and was a very kind ma