Last.. Goodbye

Description

A freak accident cause Big Bang's TOP to fall into a coma. You visit him everyday, talk to him, clean him and just stay by him. You are unwilling to leave, because you want to be the first he see when he opens his eyes.

Foreword

"Hi Tabi, the weather is good today. Remember how we used to go cycling in the park behind your place? The bicycles are crying out for someone to ride on them already.. When will you take me there again? Oh ya, I forgot.. Today is.. hmm.. Series 22.. Which one do you like? I like the Artist one.."

You open the box of Bearbrick you bought for him and squeal in delight. It was exactly what you wished for. You smiled happily as you put it beside the previous one you bought. You bought him 100% bearbricks on a weekly basis, there are about 137 now. His private hospital room now looks like a bearbrick museum. You spend your time there talking to him, telling him about everything, cleaning him up, watching television and all. There is never a day that you would not stop by. You hardly left when you were there, except when the other boys came to visit, then only will you go down to Starbucks for a drink.

You will never forget what happen that day. It floods your mind in every waking moment of your life. The look on his face remains imprinted in your mind. The doctors say chances are slim, his family and friends are still holding on, but they know it too. Only you, you never gave up, and you never would. You cannot be bothered to press charges against the culprit, you only want your Tabi to wake up.

"Hi Baby girl, you sound happy, you got the one you wanted? I like anything you like. You don't have to buy it every week you know, neither do you have to come everyday. You need a life too. I miss your face, so much.."

I try to move my hand, try to open my eyes, but nothing happened. Since 3 years ago, I've been trying to wake up, but I just couldn't. Yet, I can hear you talk. When you're upset, I want to comfort you. When you're happy, I want to laugh with you. When you're sick, I want to take care of you. It's so torturous this way. I know everything, but I can't do anything at all. I'm happy you're still here, but I'm also heartbroken. I want you to be happy. I'm selfish, am I? I still remember that faithful day, I'm glad I took the blow for you.

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playfulkissbof 20 streak #1
The story i read over and over again.
And still cried like it's the first time reading it.
Hahahah how many comments did I leave here ??
xxivart #2
Chapter 13: It's the best fanfic i've ever read. This make me crazy. I laugh, cried, laugh again, cried hard and cried again :((
ziva1234 #3
Chapter 25: I am crying he did stuff he always wanted to do in such a short period of time i am on my third box of kleenex.
fiercee #4
Chapter 3: OMG. i already crying like crazy at chapter 2. This is so good. should i keep reading? i'm afraid can't handle my emotion for next chapter~~♡♥
fiercee #5
Chapter 3: OMG. i already crying like crazy at chapter 2. This is so good. should i keep reading? i'm afraid can't handle my emotion for next chapter~~♡♥
Deni-chan #6
Chapter 25: Wow. I don't know even where to start from. It's one of the most beautiest stories I have ever readed. No. It's the most beautiful story ever. You are really talented. Your way of explaining everything is simply wonderful. I mean, it's the first story like this I ever read. Then, the storyline. I had to read the whole thing twice just to get sure that it's not a dream. Chapters 16, 18 and 19-20 made me cry so hard! My favorite parts in the story were when Seunghyun showed his love for his girlfriend in one week and when Hyung Ae said : "Dad was so handsome" Anyway, beautiful story. Congratulations!
DustLoveTOP #7
Chapter 20: Oh ma gosh! This story is so daebak, it's totally different from those i used to read. At afternoon, i was crying as a mess and supposed not to read this story ever again when i finished chap 10, you took a sea of my tears away since the first chap you know XD but then until this chap which is my favorite, you made me want to jump off to the ceiling bc of joy. I love your idea and the way you create the content. *big clap hands*. I was crying,sobbing, cursing and even wincing in pain aigoo. SO emotional, i don't know what to say no more now. I wish you could write more OV for SeungHyun and female characters and the bedscenes too, kkk it wont make your fic dirty believe me it will help to let the readers know deeper about their love. For me personally Make love is important in love. Last words. I LOVE THISSSSSSSSSS FICTION SO MUCH.God job! Hwaitng Author nim ^^
taoandtabi #8
wow daebak!!
first time i cry just coz a story>o<..i can feel how the girl feeling for losing someone that she really love..
daebak author-nim!!continue do another story bout bigbang!!
missbeehave #9
Chapter 25: I don't know how else to tell you this but you are so wonderful.
You write words that touched my heart.
Then my heart broke a million times so much I couldn't breathe.
I found myself reading with ragged breath, sobbing and with an unrelenting pain in my chest.
Yes-physical pain.
I was so emotional I had to stop, close my eyes to let the pain wash over me.
I felt like you broke my soul..why would you do that to your readers?
then somehow you soothed it, made it sweet then tore it away. Then you gave me softness warmth and a way to continue. Thank you. Through your writing you can play with my emotions like a violinist. But somehow I still love you for it. I normally like fluff but you've made me like this.
I feel heart broken but I hopeful, optimistic-its very strange. Thank you.
Please write more. More bigbang. More and more.
Again thank you,
Bee
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