there were times when   I  picked up my  pen and   I wanted  to  write perfect   love story for you to read but I end up with nothing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

But Then   I realize  a perfect story can not be  written  within days.

 

 

 

 

 

 

My heart is empty like shell on the shore And My head were filled with  nothing but white and black visions.

 

 

 

 

Because all the  stories have been written  by some one else.

 

 

 

'Then you asked me why?"

 

 

 

I said nothing but  promised you this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I told you that " let me be the author of you're love story "..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But  its was only in my head. And i continued...

 

 

 

 

"I'll be the  main  character, and you'll be my lady"..

 

 

 

Then again I was the only one  can hear  myself confessions.

 

 

 

" You asked me  again why I  haven't showed you or wether  have I even started  writing yet ?"..

 

 

 

You were so eager to to know about my book.

 

 

 

My    'unpublished book'...

 

 

 

 

 

 

I held you're  hand  and said.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" I'm scared that if i wrote in a peace of paper a bad  goblin might still it " .

 

 

 

But   sadly you though I was kidding...

 

So  you laughed.       I was hurt . And then  you stared at

my face  and   said ..

 

 

 

 

" there's no such goblin it only exist in our imagination. ".  

You ended your sentence with a gentle smile..

 

Staring right back at you  and  then I thought that I must be really in love you for im afraid of my own imaginations that  goblins and all dark spirit started to take you away from me. Should i tell you that 

 

 

 

 

'i love you '.

 

 

 

 

   or will i let my own imagination roam in its own until the day I'll realize that I have already lost you !?..

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lost in thoughts while you're here holding my hands.

 

 

 

If only you could save me from my own  insanity I'll 

would  be grinning at the goblin for I'm safe with the

thoughts of you're my savior. No one can read between

the line when   you're heart is already been captured by

someone else. Was it because I'm  late Was it because im coward Was it because i dont really deserve the beauty of yours? Please tell me . Save me before i fall in my own regrets   and  forever lose  you.

 

 

 

 

Ajh. This chap was hidden 😹😹 i thought it wasnt