-A year before now&J Hope's POV- "Hoseok, i'll be out." Mimi said, walking past me all dressed up. We get into constant fights now, its unbearable, but I love Mimi either way. "Come home soon.." I said. She rolles her eyes and left. I sighed and sat back, thinking about our argument we just went through. --Flashback a bit-- "YOU NEVER LET ME DO ANYTHING!" She screamed. "I'M LIKE A FRICKEN DOLL TO YOU! I JUST STAY IN THE HOUSE AND IF I GO OUT I HAVE TO BE WITH YOU!!" "WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO THINK?! YOU WERE LETTING THAT GUY HUG YOU LIKE HE'S YOUR BOYFRIEND!" I snapped. SLAP. I held my cheek and stared at her with hatred. "He's my cousin." She growled. "That's not what he told me when I asked." I growled back and she stomped to her room. --End of small flashback-- I sighed to myself and picked up my phone. I dialed Rap Mon's number. "....Hello?" He answered. "Hey." I said. "Are you alright man? Did you two break up? Did you dump her now!?" He asked. "N-No..why?" I asked. "Dude..she's at the cafe with some guy..I thought..oh man.." He said. I felt my heart fall apart, and tears welled up into my eyes. I hung up and stormed out of the house. I walked angrily to the cafe. I saw through the window, Mimi and her "cousin". I walked into furiously to the two. They looked at me shocked. "J-J hope-" "You're a and a worthless !" I yelled. Everyone stared in silence. "Cheating on me with him!? Really? Yup, you sure are a faithful girlfriend of two years. Is he the only guy you messed around with while we've been together? Or is there more?" "More.." She mummbled. "I should've slapped you instead of you slapping me back there." I snapped. "We're done. I'm not your ing toy." "J Hope please!-" She begged grabbing my arm. I pulled back and pushed her to the floor. "." I retorted. --- Ever since then, i've skipped school, began drinking, and found pleasure of messing with girls, but I haven't done it, not even with Mimi. Mimi has constantly come to BTS' dorm begging for me. At school she started rumors and made the whole school turn against me, but the rest of BTS helped me through it. Mimi had moved out of the country to no one really cares..but she said she'll always want me back. BTS might have helped me against the lies and the , but not against my depression and obsession of drinking and being a total play boy--- { SUBSCRIBE,COMMENT&UPVOTE ;* OK SO, THE REASON J HOPE IS SO MESSED UP IS BECAUSE OF HIS EX- HE SEES THINGS NEGATIVELY. DEEP INSIDE, HE WANTS TO FIND A GIRL, A GIRL WHO HE WON'T PLAY AND WHO WILL CHANGE HIM FOR THE BETTER, BUT HE NEEDS TO CHANGE HIMSELF BEFORE THAT SPECI PERSON CAN CHANGE HIM :) }