Jae Eun's POV...

It has been a week since Jaejoong confronted me in the library. I don't blame him why he got so angry with me. I understand why he acted like that. Before there were the three of us. Me, Jaejoong and Jae Mi. We were called the three Jaes back then because our names all start with Jae. Everthing was okay with but one day, Mimi told me that she likes Jae more than as a friend. I told her to confess and she did. When she told Jae, we were surprised to learn that Jae likes her back. It was then that they started dating.

They were each other's first love, or so I thought. They dated for 7 months until an incident happened that broke them apart. Jae caught Mimi kissing another boy and when he asked Mimi about it, Mimi told him that she was only using him to make the one that she really likes to notice her. That sent Jae into a humongous depression state. For two months, I could not even get him to go out of his room. It was then that Jae made me promise not to fall for him. He was traumatized by what happened between him and Mimi. He not only lost his first love but he also lost one of his best friends. Jae told me that he doesn't want to lose me too so we made that promise to each other. That's why I can understand why Jaejoong thought I betrayed him.

I know that I could not teach my heart not to fall for Jae but now, I really regret confessing to him through a letter. If only I told it to him personally, maybe this would not happen