Jae Eun's POV...

I was sitting inside the library trying to do research work for my project but I can't concentrate properly. All I can think about is my journal. Honestly I'm afraid that someone might find it, read it and worst, give it to jaejoong. I don't want him to know about the contents of that journal. If ever he finds out about it, I know our friendship is definitely over.

Flashback...

"Hey, Jae Eun. I ahve something to ask you. Do you like someone at our school?" Jaejoong asked me while we were on our way to school. "Ani. I don't like anybody. Why are you asking?" I said. "Oh, I thought that you like someone." He told me. "I don't like anybody. Stop asking those questions, okay?" I told him. "Neh, arasso. But promise me Jae Eun, that you will tell me if you like anybody, okay? and also promise me that you will not fall for me, okay?" he told me. "Dude, seriously? You think that I'll fall for you? Yuck, that would be ." I said laughing. "Just promise me, Jae Eun." he said seriously. "Okay, I promise that I'll tell you and I promise that I will not fall for you." I said.

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That was when we were just 13. Back then, I did not realize that someday I will be breaking my promise not to fall for him. That is the reason why I don't want him to know who wrote him that letter or for him to know the contents of my journal. Jaejoong is a man of his word. He keeps his promises and expects me to keep mine too. If he would