Giving Up...Not!
Of Love and Rock n' RollJae Eun's POV...
I looked at Donghae. "Yes Donghae. I love Jaejoong." I said crying. Donghae looked at me and I could see that I have hurt him again by admitting that I love Jaejoong. "Why Jae Eun? What does he have that I don't? Money? Fame? I could give you all that!" he shouted. I flinched at his voice. It was full of pain.
I saw Jaejoong walking towards us. "Jae, please leave. Just leave right now. I'll talk to you later." I told him. I saw him hesitate but I sent a silent plea to him. He nodded at me. "I'll call you." he said. With that, he turned around and left me and Donghae.
Donghae was just staring at me. I could not stop myself from crying. I feel so guilty for doing this to Donghae. He doesn't deserve all this pain that I am giving to him. I better end everything now.
I looked at Donghae. "Donghae, I'm sorry for hurting you. It's better if we just end our relationship now. I don't want to continue hurting you. I don't want to lie to you anymore. I'm sorry for everything that I've done. I'm sorry." I told him.
He looked at me. "You want to break up with me so you can be with Jaejoong? Is that what you are trying to say Jae Eun?" He said. "No, it's not that Donghae. I just want to stop lying to you and to myself. What's the use of being in a relationship if it is full of lies?" I said. "No, Jae Eun. I will not break up. I will not allow us to break up. I love you so much. I am not giving you up." He said to me.
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