Choices

Life.. was life? Pain.... maybe

The light, the dark

The day, the night

The sun , the moon 

Woman , men 

Everything in life has a pair, always different in every way...Thats nature..

So, this love can't be ?... and it hurts.... a lot ....

People don't like "weirdos" 

They judge everyone and they doesn't look at themselves ....

Family...they tell you, you can tell them anything that they will support you but everything change if you confess to them that you are like those "weirdos" they talk about .....

Problems in life are common, but more common is the pain that I feels...

My sin is to love you like crazy?... 

I never thought I will feel something for you because I am straight right ?.. but everything changes when I move to another country ....also my feelings changes....

I can't love you openly and it hurts a lot ....I like you but I can't tell you...You only think of me like your bestfriend ... and I feel pain..just watching you in the shadows...

Like bestfriend of yours I need to support and listen to you but it hurts when you talk about your boyfriend and you tell me how happy you are...

What should I do?... I 'm tired of being your dear friend ....