4 days later

 

Chaerin

 

 

Here I am standing in front of our window room, looking at the cars that came in into our gate as rain starts to pour so hard. I tried to be strong, I tried not to broke down but the thing is, the only girl that can make me relax, is gone

 

 

 

 

“Hey..” I heard Ryo’s voice, I turn my head to the right and saw her carrying Chaera who is sleeping on her arms

 

 

 

 

“She fell asleep, crying, I think she misses her mom..” she added, I tried to smile but there’s no reason, I took our baby and lay her down on her crib

 

 

 

 

“They are looking for you..” she said again

 

 

 

 

“Tell them I’ll be down in a minute” I answered not looking at her

 

 

 

 

“Unnie..”

 

 

 

 

“Hmm?”

 

 

 

 

“I’m sorry..” I stare at Chaera, I don’t want to cry anymore but this stupid eyes of mine won’t cooperate

 

 

 

 

“Yeah..” I answered as tears fell on my eyes, I heard Ryo’s footsteps inching closer to me and felt a hug then I broke down again

 

 

 

 

“I thought she’ll be here, she said to me that she’ll come back but she left me Ryo!” I said, I don’t care if someone will hear us then I heard footsteps, I know it’s JB and Minji

 

 

 

 

“She never wanted to left you, you know how Dara-Unnie wants to stay here with you and Chaera..” Ryo said to me

 

 

 

 

“Now what will I do huh? How can I go on with my life without her?!”

 

 

 

 

“Unnie..”

 

 

 

 

“God! Why this things happen to me!!” I cried out loud as Ryo let go of me and let me slump my body on the ground

 

 

 

 

“She doesn’t want to see you like this..” I heard another voice, it’s Bom-Unnie’s voice

 

 

 

 

“You need to fix yourself and we have to leave now..” she added, I saw her walk-away, I don’t know why it’s easy for her to accept that her sister is gone

 

 

 

 

“Come on Unnie,we’ll help you get dress..” Minji said, I saw JB took Chaera and her baby bag, they sit on our bed while Minji and Ryo help me get dress

 

 

 

 

“You need to be strong for Chaera, Unnie. She really needs you right now..” Minji said to me, I just nod my head, I don’t want to think anymore, all I want is to see my baby girl for the last time.. for one final time

 

 

 

 

 

It took 2 hours to reach the cemetery, the rain didn’t stop like it’s mourning for my loss too. I felt the car stop and I saw a lot of people there, some say that I should cremate her and bring home her ashes to me but no, I don’t want that.

 

 

 

 

“We’re here..” Bom-Unnie said to me, I open my car door and didn’t even bother to look at her. I walk slowly while thinking about her, from the first day I saw and met her, her being my bodyguard and me annoying her all the time, I fell in love in an instant, her feisty image, guts, those things that I think I don’t like about her

 

 

 

 

“Ms. Lee..” I turn my head and found the girl who help us to bring our baby back, she walks towards me and hug me

 

 

 

 

“I hope you can forgive my mom, my step father Dong-jun forced her to do this. Please Ms. Lee, I’m begging you..” she said to me, I feel pity for this poor girl but my mind is controlling my head right now

 

 

 

 

“Sorry but these matters is not on my hands anymore..” I answered and continue my way to the tent. Once I got there, they started the ceremony, I’m holding a white rose but as images run thru my mind, I clench my fist, I don’t care if the thorns will cut my palm, I don’t feel the pain anymore. I’m looking at her, lying peacefully there

 

 

 

 

I thought we will be together forever, you said you won’t leave me and be here for me always. Why Dara? Why did you leave me all of a sudden?!

 

 

 

 

I want to burst out crying, I want to yell and find someone to blame with. I want to jump and go with her but I can’t, I heard my baby crying

 

 

 

 

“Unnie, can you take Chaera for a sec? I want to say something to Dara-Unnie..” JB said to me, I nod my head and took Chaera who’s been crying non-stop

 

 

 

 

“Hush now baby, don’t cry please..” I whisper to her ear

 

 

 

 

“Mama Chaerin is here, I won’t leave you. You know how much Mommy Dara loves you, right? She’s just here with us baby, she won’t leave you or me..” I said again and in an instant she stop crying

 

 

 

 

“Do you want to say something to her?” Bom-Unnie asked me, I don’t know if I can speak because everytime I open my mouth, tears starts to fall freely

 

 

 

 

“No Unnie, I already said my final words for her..” I answered, Bom-Unnie nod her head at me and motion at the two guys to close her coffin, I look at her for the last time. I saw my friends and family throw flowers to her grave, I threw mine and Chaera starts to cry again

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SOMEONE’S POV

 

I’m looking at them paying their respect on her, I can see that they are all sad especially her wife Chaerin

 

 

 

 

Chaerin…

 

 

 

 

I feel sorry that we did this to you, if they killed Dara but it’s for your own good. Someday, somehow you will understand all of this but for the meantime, you must accept the fact that Dara is gone… but not for good..

 

 

 

 

I look at her again, I saw her waling while carrying Chaera, I look down and sigh. But then I I look at her again and this time she stop on her tracks, Ryo and Minji came by to her side while JB took Chaera

 

 

 

 

“Please wake me up!” I heard Chaerin yelled, Ryo caress her back while Minji place her hand over

 

 

 

 

“Can please someone wake me up!! I know that she’s not dead, that this is all just a dream!! Dara is alive I know that!!” she yelled again, I saw Bom-Unnie run towards her and pull her up

 

 

 

 

“Unnie please tell me, this is not real, please..” I heard her said again

 

 

 

 

“Chaerin, I wish it’s all just a dream too, I lost my sister, the only person I have right now. It’s hard for me to accept the truth but this is the reality. I’m trying hard to cope up with my lost, she’s my one and only sister. But you have Chaera, you must fight your will to live for her..” I look at Chaerin, I tried hard not to cry

 

 

 

 

“Let’s go home now, you need to rest..” Bom-Unnie said again, I saw them walk slowly towards their car, they went in and I saw Bom-Unnie look at Dara’s gave then turn her head towards me

 

 

 

 

I’ll do anything to find Dong-jun’s son, I’ll do my best to stop them, anything to make them at peace. I promise you Chaerin, I will make them pay for what they did… I’ll be back for you..