Chapter Six Victoria Song Qian   It's been a month now and every day is the same thing. Kim Hyunjoong would take me out for lunch and then for dinner. Roses came again as well, I don't know why he bothered when it's just a waste of money. But the more I'm with him the more his personality shines, he's not rough around the edges and his smile is darling.    "Umma, yes I come home tomorrow! Yes umma Seohyun and Kyuhyun is coming home as well."    I'm going back home this weekend for umma's birthday. Though I don't remember anything about my past but umma has been so great to me, she doesn't push me to remember. She support me with all I do.    My phone vibrate as soon as I place it on the bed, I pick it up, "Victoria I'm downstairs, come down?" And so I went downstairs and into his car.    Sometimes I wonder why do I even doing this, why do I bother going out for lunch and dinner and just lead him on with no intention in tying him down. But then again the feeling he's giving me is so different, so warm and joyful. It's like we met somewhere within this lifetime. And I never felt this way towards any guys in my life as far as memories goes.    It makes me ponder am I really Ya Yin like he had said, I don't remember. All that I remember is waking up in a hospital bed having no knowledge of who I am, where I am and how I got there. Kyuhyun is the one on my bedside, and he was there everyday for six months. And that was how long I was unconscious for.    The car accident took everything I remember, everything I want to remember. I really want to pick up from where I left off but with no memories I can't.    "You're awfully quiet today," Hyunjoong said as I look out at the ocean.    "Just deep in thoughts that's all." I told him   "Oh, mind sharing?"    "It's nothing big, how's work today?" I ask him, changing the topic.    "You never ask about my work, what's wrong Victoria. You can tell me." He said.    Lucky food arrive and we ate in silent. I don't feel like myself today, I feel out of place. It doesn't seem right.    "I'm going back home tomorrow" I told him.    "I will take you home then"   "It's ok, Kyuhyun is driving me all back," I said.    "No I will drive you"   We finished dinner and decided scroll along the shore. I sat on the bench waiting for him to come back and there he was holding two ice cream cones.    I sat there in silent for the a while before opening my mouth, " Hyunjoong.."   He turn to look at me, "yes?"   "Tell me about Ya Yin, who is she? What is she like?" I was curious.    He look at for the longest time, then turn to look at the sea.    "She's my first girlfriend, the only girl I ever loved. She is beautiful and generous and always so giving. She's bright and down to earth and easy going. I was lucky to have her."   "Where did you meet her, how did you ask her out?"   "She lived in Shanghai when my family paid a visit to my father's old friend. She is uncle Huang's niece. The first time I met her was in the kitchen, she was cooking and I mistaken her as one of the maids. I made her make me coffee. She didn't hesitate and from then on I got to know her. She is beaut