I slammed the door as I entered the room. I'm currently feeling so sad and disappointed. I cried as loud as possible when I thought of that thing again. Today my new life suppose to come but it's all ruined because people around me didn't even support me. One more step I'm suppose to get the scholarship to Japan but now it's just a story. I really put so much hope in that scholarship, hoping that I can start a new life. 

"how can all of these just happen to me? How am I suppose to face this life again? I'm so tired of my life" I said while continue on crying

"All of the things were running well just because of them, everything end" I flashback to that day

that day, I was going to the Japan scholarship community to give a speech, we were asked to bring our parents along so I asked dad to come, I didn't ask my mom because I know she'll never agree to come.

"Appa you're going to come right? You must support me" I asked my dad whether he will come or not

"Of course appa will come and support you" my dad answered happily

"Gomawo appa! You're the best" I smiled brightly to him

I was waiting for my dad since last two hours but I still can't find him

"Did he forget about the event? Or maybe he's too busy?" I thought to myself I tried to call my dad but he's not answering the phone. I keep on calling him but the result is the same.

"Seo joohyun it's going to be your turn next. Prepare yourself now" mr lee, the boss of the community told me

"Ne mr lee" I followed behind him

"Maybe appa is not going to come anymore" I can feel the