Dear So Ra,

     It's been a year since you left me. To tell you honestly, I still not moving on and I don't know how. Though I can laugh and derping around but inside me I am still lonely. A part of me was gone. Hey do you remember how we first met? It was an accident and not a good one. I accused you as a thief because you're climbing inside a house but really, it was your house and you said that you forgot your key. And I really remember the way you kick my face when I pulling you out of the wall. Men it was really hurt! But then again, I call you a house-thief and you call me a ert-derp because I accidentaly d your chest. Sometimes fate are really good at games and we met in school for a second chance. I introduce myself from the class when you stood up and shout at me 'ert-Derp' and I was so shock when I saw you but I was really happy and you remember I started teasing at you and you will pout your lips that makes you cute. 

     So Ra, do you remember our P.E class? That's when our classmate making fun of us and we got locked in the storage room. We still teasing and mocking to each other when that storage room incident happened. I remember you tried to open the door but it was no use because it is lock, and when you got tired you seat beside me. Out of boredom, I started hum until it turns out that were singing a song, and then you ask me to tell my story. So yeah, I told about myself. After that you too, told yourself to me and I was really amused on how you can play different instruments, on how you can sing and dance, on how you can cook, on how you can play games and many more. You're talking when I got focused on your cute face. It is hard to resist to look at it. Your big eyes, your pointy nose, your rosy cheeks, and your kissable lips. You ask me if you had dirt in your face but I nod as an answer. You're so beautiful that I can't help myself but to look at you.

     Months have passed and we were still friends yet we were fight like a cat and dog, but really my feelings have been deeper and deeper. I thought my feelings are just an admiration only but it turns out that I have fall for you. I can't no longer hold it so I decided to confessed to you. It was my birthday and I decided to take you along to the park. We were sitting at the front of the river when I told you that I love you and my feelings for you. To my shock, you told me that you love me also. We cuddled and kissed that night. It was my happiest birthday ever, and I told myself that this girl, will be my forever love. I will spend the rest of my life to you and cherish you more.

      In our fifth month, everything was okay. We still cuddle, kiss, laugh until your brother call me. "Chanyeol, So Ra's have been hit by a car and she's having a critical condition" I immediately rush into the hospital and thinking that why are this things happening to me, to us, and I kept praying that you won't go but I guess it's your time. I approach your Umma and she was crying and kept saying 'So Ra's gone, my daughter has gone'. I was too late. I didn't bid a goodbye to you and it was painful to me. I blame God for what happened to you but I realized that everything happens for a reason. I don't know what to do and I don't know how to live without you. I kept praying to God what will I do.

     After a few months, I recovered by a little but still I am lonely. I remember what you said 'Live to the fullest because life is too short' so I started to play and learn different instruments. I started to sing and I join a boy-band group namely 'EXO' and my group have gaining fans through out the country and world wide. I am happy for that. Even I was titled as 'Happy Virus' still I am lonely inside. Everything that I achieved, I dedicate it to my family and friends and also to you. It so sad, I want you to be my number 1 fan. The one who will cheer from me to the stage and will proudly say 'That's my boyfriend' but I guess that will be a mere dream.

     I hope you're happy wherever you are and I am sorry that this letter is full of tears because I can't help but to cry. Gay isn't it? I am sorry that I didn't bid goodbye to you. So Ra, I still love you and you will be part of my life.

    Saranghae.

Love,

Chanyeol.