I know you're fed up but you're trying to keep our relationship. We've always been fighting because I can't give you much time or our little misunderstanding. Yet I am happy that you've still here beside me, understand and love me.Sometimes I feel sorry coz I didn't have always time on you but as I was free from my schedule, I've always try to take you for a date, whispering sweet nothings, cuddle, and kisses. I am happy that you support me.

"Oppa~ you can do it! Fighting!" I've always remember you, cheering for me. With a big smile on your face. It was beautiful and I always tell to myself 'Thank God you gave me a wonderful loving lady'.

I remember whenever I had a problem, "Yeon-Ah, can you go here?" then you will ask me "Why Oppa? Is there something wrong? Wait I'll go. Just wait for me" then after a few minutes you will be here and cupping my face "What's wrong oppa? Why are you so sad? Please smile for me 'kay?" then you'll flashed your beautiful smile that captivates my heart and I'll smile. Just to make you not worry.

And if we had a fight, You're always hugging my waist from behind and whisper "I am so sorry oppa ~ I should understand you more" then I'll face you and cupped your face "I am sorry too Yeon Ah, I pissed easily. I should have gather some patience more"

"It's okay oppa" and a smile formed on my lips which makes me kiss you.

As days passed, I got busy from my work and I noticed that you've changed. You're getting cold from me as my heart got anxious from what happens next. I shut my eyes close, afraid to see your cold eyes. I put my ears so I can't hear what you've really want. I know I am selfish but can you blame me? I love you, I love you so much Yeon Ah and afraid that you say the words that I don't want to hear.

But then, we, people get tired. 

"I am so sorry Oppa~ I am tired with our relationship" my eyes widened as you say those words. Why? Is there something wrong? About our misunderstanding? Please I'll let my patience long.

"Why?" I asked. I don't want to know but I can't help but to ask these question.

"I am tired. Tired to understand you, tired that I've always the one who makes up, tired just to work out this relationship" you said those words coldly, indicates that you got tired.

I look straight up in your eyes. There weren't warm and love in your eyes, instead there were a pair of beautiful eyes covered with coldness "Is this what you've really want?" I asked. Hoping that you will change your mind but...

"Yes" you answered me straightly. I took a deep breathe. I don't want to hear these words but if you say these, I'll let you go "Please say that you don't love me anymore!" I begged as I look straight your eyes.

Your eyes widened and the silence wraps in us. You took a deep breathe as you say the words that I don't want to hear "I-I don't love you anymore!" you said as you look away. I smile bitterly. I hugged you for the last time "I am sorry Yeon Ah. I am sorry that Im not a good boyfriend. I do hope you'll find the right guy for you. Take care of yourself" and then I kissed your forehead as a goodbye for the last time.

I turned my back against you. I don't want you to see my face in these state. As I walked down and tears rolling down to my cheeks. The word that I didn't want to hear echoed in my mind.

'I don't love you anymore!'