Leeteuk

Letter....missing him

-Leeteuk's POV-

My hands started trembling as I sobbed into my pillow, clutching the letter close to my chest. It was from Hankyung, Our Hankyung. The Hankyung whom is the brother that we dearly missed. We had made sure to watch all his concert DVDs, translated shows and Interviews. Heechul even when as far as to help him promote his album by showing it during a radio boardcast which was risky for his career. I sobbed even more as my eyes fell onto the first few lines of the letter.

Dear Teukie hyung, My leader, our angel without wings.

Hankyung imnida.How have you been? Are the members a handful as usual?? 

Hyung, I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble and being a burden to you and the rest of the team, espiecially when you and the other members had looked out for me and treated me as brothers. Sorry for being so irresponsible, leaving without any explanations, without any goodbyes. Sorry for being selfish, not caring about you guys whom have to suffer the consequences that I alone had incurred. Sorry for making you guys suffer the backlash from the media and friends.Sorry for not being able to grant your wish of having all 13 of us to stand on stage like the old times before you enlisted in the army.Most Importantly, I want to apologise for not answering the calls, emails or SMS that you guys have sent nor making any initiative to contact you guys. I was to ashamed,  did not have the guts of the face to contact you. Cheomal Mianhae, hyung......

Thank you for continuing to believe in me after all that I have done, still keeping my place in the team, still calling my name during introductions in between performances..Thank You. Thank you for not blaming me but instead tried to understand me, continued putting your trust, your love and your faith in me. Lastly, Thank you for protecting Henry and Zhou Mi from Antis and Only 13 fans even though they are not under your judrisation and when it should be me who should be there protecting them.

You do not need to worry about me. Im Okay. My solo albums and concerts have been quite successful though the stage still feels horribly empty without my 14 other brothers. I had missed you guys dearly and and the times when we had no worries, fooling around, playing silly pranks and games with each other.

Hyung, Thank you for all the care and guidiance that you had given me throughout the years. I still beg for your forgiveness and widh that we could reunite soon.

Your Beijing Fried Rice,

Hankyung.

I cried even harder as I reach out to grab a picture lying on my bedside table. The picture contained all 13 of us, it was taken right after we completed our first concert back in 2008. Only focusing on the figure beside me in the picture, I whispered " Pabo!! You are so silly....C-Come Back..Come back to us..Kyung ah..!!" before crying into my pillow hugging the photo and the letter...close to my heart...Soon sleep cosumed me as I dreamt of the 13 of us standing on stage amongst the sapphire blue sea that was stretched out endlessly and loud, endearing chants and screams from E.L.Fs

 

 

Hello!!  Sorry for not updating!!

I had just completed my other story and also ended my End of Year examinations thus able to find time to update.

Again, Sorry for making you guys wait so long.

Disclaimer: This chapter and the entire story is just a figment of my imagination thus is not true though i hope it is true and they will reunite one day, in the near future.

Hopefully the next update will be within a weeks time.

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Please comments as it gives me inspiration!!^^

Sapphire69

P.S. Happy Advance 8th Anniversary!!!

Aigoo...our oppas getting old XP

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hzhfobsessed
#1
I am literally crying, please update soon
ikonSJ #2
Thank you....If u like this story.
.you might want to try reading..."Sunbaenim..." as this story "letters missing you.." is the sequel to it..
Thank you once again
I hope u enjoy reading my story..^^
xStarLite_B2utyx
#3
Chapter 1: ello there,im a new reader of urs & ur story is quite interestin'
blublue #4
Chapter 1: I miss our Beijing fried rice man :(
miss him so much
KpopOwnsMyLife
#5
Chapter 3: Omo ... I cried T_T it's so touching T_T 15 FOREVER
eliz930 #6
Chapter 1: read all your ff n i love all of it..wish can read more about hankyung n suju..i miss him..so much..