A/N: Happy Birthday Lee Donghaek! x^D And belated to our Mochi, Henry Lau ♥

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CHAPTER 3

HAE'S POV

"Let's break up, Donghae." Hyukjae said.

I was stunned on what he said.

"Are you kidding, right?" I'm nervous on what will he answer to me. "Please say no." I prayed silently.

He just sighed and said, "No. I'm not. Let's stop this relationship. It's the best thing we need to do. It's for both of us."

I don't know what to say. I didn't imagine things will end up like this. I thought...

"I thought you love me? How about our promise that we'll love each other forever? You will disregard all the things we've been through? Why the sudden change of mind? Is it because of my Father?" I have many things to ask. Why this. Why that. But all I want is to give me a reason why this happening to us.

He didn't say anything. He just stared at me so I asked him again, "Don't you love me anymore, Hyukjae?"

I don't know what I will do if he answer to me that he's love for me is already gone. I can't accept that.

But...

"No. I don't love you anymore, Donghae."

My tears are continuously falling from my eyes because of what I've heard.

This is not true. This is just a nightmare.

I put my both hands on his shoulders. "Tell me. I'm dreaming, right?"

He takes off my hands and looked me straight in my eyes. "No. This is the reality. Just accept the fact that everything changes. Even the greatest love fades. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean it. It's just that...

I just feel nothing on you anymore."

He feels nothing on me anymore.

It hurts...

It hurts big time.

When he turned his back on me, I immediately grabbed his arm and kissed him on his lips.

I felt he suddenly stunned on what I did but I still continue kissing him.

Hesitation can feel on him but he still respond to me.

His lips still the same. It tastes sweet every time I endure his lips. And I can feel his love. I know, I know he's still the same Hyukjae I love. The same Hyukjae I offered my lifetime with. The old Hyukjae I always wanted to be with.

We're searching for some air when our kiss ended.

"You still love me." I conclude.

He can't look at me straight in the eyes. He just closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Donghae, let's stop this nonsense!" He runs his hand through his hair.

"Nonsense? You called our love nonsense? I can't believe you, Hyukjae! You're impossible!" I can't imagine that he can say those words after all we've been through.

"All I wanted is to be free from you!" He burst out.

"Why? What I did you? Did I already suffocating you?"

"Yes! I'm tired of you! I'm tired of being treated as a curse on your family of your father! Like I'm the reason behind the sorrowful that happens to your family. Because of me, you left them. Because of me, your Mother died for too much loneliness. I'm the one who to blame!"

Seeing Hyukjae's tears is like stabbing my heart a million times. It is so much heartrending.

"But I'm not blaming you." I hugged him tightly. "Please don't do this to me. Don't break up with me. I can take all the hurtful words from Dad but not letting you go. It's like I'm putting myself on the edge of a cliff.

"But I don't want to take a risk anymore." He releases himself from my arms. "Sorry, Donghae."

"No! Hyukjae! Please don't! Don't leave me!" I tried to stop him but he continues to walk away from me.

"Hyukjae! Don't go!" I cried his name but he didn't bother to look back. His view in me is slowly turning blurred by my tears. Until my eyes can't reach him anymore...

"LEE HYUKJAE!!"

Catching my breath as I lay up on my bed. I can hear my heartbeat loud and clear. I can feel the sweat all over my body.

"It's just a bad dream." I murmur to myself. I was going to the bathroom when I noticed that there's something wrong. There's something missing.

Hyukjae's not here beside and nervously came into me.

I run to the bathroom right away. "Hyukajae?"

None.