Eleven

Destiny

Myungsoo's POV:

The moment I saw Hoya hyung walking about of the lunchroom, I knew he was upset. Of course he would be. We used to promise each other that we would never be asses like the one I was being right now, the kind that flirted with every girl in sight. 

Thinking of ways to brighten his mood, I excused myself from the girls and said I needed to freshen myself up at the bathroom. It was weird, always having someone around me and telling me how great I was. But in a way, it filled up the spot that Jin would have been in.

Walking out, I couldn't find him, so I checked all of the places he would have been in. The gym, the locker room, the rooftop. Nothing. I couldn't find him anymore. Giving up, I sighed as I walked back to the the lunchroom when I noticed two figures on the steps at the front of the school. Curious, I snuck up behind them.

When I was close enough, I realized that it was Jin and Hoya. What were they doing there together?

"Then why did you like the kiss?"

Oh... So they were talking about that.

"You know I thought about that all week. And I think I got my answer. I guess the whole Changjo situation was a bit fustrating, you know. Loving someone and having to realize that they never loved you back. I guess the kiss made it feel like he did love me, and my heart unknowingly liked that feeling."

Ugh. This wasn't helping my mood at all.

"But Myungsoo loves you, way more than Changjo does."

Hell yea.

"And I love him too, but the kiss from Changjo was just filling up the gap that he had left me in the first place. Now that the hole's not there anymore, I miss Myungsoo like crazy. Whenever I see him in the halls, I want to be one of the girls around him. I want to sit next to him in class again. I want to spend time in his guitar room again. I even dream about him. Yet, I have to keep living my life knowing that we're never going to be together again. He even told me to call him L from now on. Do you know how much that hurts?"

It kills.

"Jin... What you did with Changjo was not right, but I understand because your feelings weren't sorted out until after the incident. But unlike your opinion, I don't think it's over between you and Myungsoo... Do you want to know a secret?"

When I saw Hoya hyung wiping her tears away, I was ready to pounce on him. But I knew I would be giving myself away, and I didn't want to do that.

"What?"

"Every night, Myungsoo stares at your picture until he falls asleep. I caught him doing it every day this week. Of course, he doesn't know that I know."

. That was embarrassing.

"Picture? We didn't take any pictures together."

"I don't know when it was taken, but the picture looked like you were sleeping in his guitar room."

Double .

"But if he still likes me, then I don't understand why he's being so cold to me. Not only that, but he's been acting like a complete lately... Like Changjo."

You don't seem to like it.

"Why do you think he's acting that way? If you liked Changjo, he must have thought that acting like Changjo would make you like him."

She chuckled. God. How much I missed that sound.

"Myungsoo... He's so stupid sometimes."

Hoya laughed.

"You just figured that out?"

Noticing that they were starting to get up and leave, I quickly ran to the nearest classroom and shut the door.

When I finally calmed down, I smiled to myself.

Jin loved me.

She loved me, not Changjo.

She was right. I was being stupid for trying to act like Changjo. If she liked me for the way I was, then I would just go back. Besides, it was uncomfortable to act like someone I wasn't. I liked the original me. The real Myungsoo.

Stepping out of the classroom, I paused to look outside. After a look a the sky, I walked to my guitar room and smiled when I saw my guitar lying on the bed. The familiar touch of the strings relaxed me and for once that day, my mind was clear.

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Hyejin's POV:

Hoya and I had finished our talk and we were going to walk back inside, but I wanted to stop by somewhere else first.

When he realized I was walking in another direction, he called out to me.

"Hey Hyejin! The lunchroom is this way."

"Yea, I know. I just want to stop by somewhere else first."

He looked at me, puzzled.

"Alright. See you later."

When I arrived at my destination, I was surprised to hear music coming out of the room. I smiled to myself.

At least some things didn't change.

I sighed and took a seat, leaning against the door. Once again, the same music soothed my ears, and I fell asleep.

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Myungsoo's POV:

It was strange, destiny. It always played games with people's lives, and it sure played games with mine.

When I opened the door to leave the room, I saw a familiar figure sleeping on the ground. Flashbacks came to me and I chuckled to myself.

Picking her up, I gently brought her over my bed. Taking some folded blankets, I opened them up and covered Jin with them. She might as well have stayed warm.

The incident would have been the same, but I did something a little bit different this time.

Rather than staying and watching her sleep, I decided to leave the room and shut the door after myself.

Of course, I did want to win her back, but not through nostalgia. Using past memories to win her back wasn't something I wanted to do. I wanted to win her back all over again, with new memories, just to see if she truly wanted me.

If she came back to me again, then, at that moment, I would never let her go.

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asssquishy #1
Chapter 15: Awesomeeeeeeeeeeee ^~^
Helendo1999 #2
Chapter 15: Awe this story is so sweet and cute!
hadonghoon
#3
Chapter 15: story is soo sweet
aplus-meltz #4
Super sweet story.
AS_SarahW #5
Chapter 15: Owh...it's so fluffy *despicable me agnes voice* anyway are you a fashion blogger?kkkk~ cause I love fashion to hehe...I love all the outfits!
kpopaddict_0506
#6
Chapter 15: awhhhhhh <33333 i HONESTLY LOVEE THIS. it was too cutee! but changjo is my second bias from teentop...and i couldnt imagine him like that..LoL
likeafool #7
Favorite Story! :-)<3 please write more!!!
Nananono0408
#8
Chapter 8: ok, this is confusing me, she likes the kiss, she likes myungsoo, then she hurted myungsoo, aish, forget it, but it's good