chapter three 

 flashback

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On the next day of Music Class, all the students prepare our sing that we will be singing when the teacher arrives. Sulli is busy listening to the song she’s going to sing later that she didn’t noticed the arrival of the guy she bumped into the hallway. He’s holding a guitar in hand and sits on his usual spot at the back.

That guy watches her every move. The teacher finally arrives and settles the students down. She randomly picked students one by one. Then the only people who haven’t performed their song yet are just him and Sulli. Sulli is called before him, he watches her walk to the front then the song she picks played at the background. It’s Me by Luna and Sunny.

Sulli sing the song perfectly. She has a talent in singing. She like the song she’s singing. Honestly, she’s dedicating it to her mysterious person, her Peter Pan.

I call you and call you and call you

and your face keeps floating up

If I hope and hope and hope,

will you know how I feel someday?

It’s me who only knows you

the person who will only love you is me

She sings thinking that her admirer will be watching her; she gave all of her best.

I draw out your face – will I

see you in my dreams when I’m asleep?

If I want you and want you and want you,

will you know how I feel someday?

The lyrics really fitted her feelings right now: the desire to meet him, that mysterious person. She’s asking through her song if she could see him someday and will he be able to know what she feels. She knows that it will be weird to love someone who you haven’t met but still she can’t stop herself from doing so. That guy who keeps sending him messages really struck through her heart.

My heart is speaking,

it’s saying that it’s only you

I love you, I love you alone,

that’s me

This love story is only for you to hear

A story about how I loved only one person

Keep it for yourself – this love

that no one knows about, it’s me

I’m singing this love song only for you

A song that can be heard only by you

It’s me who will always sing you this

love song for only you

Sulli finished the song smoothly, she breathes in relief that she delivered it nice. She looked up to see her classmates and even their teacher clapping their hands but one thing she fail not to notice is the guy that is staring at her, who’s sitting at the back. There is intensity in his gaze, as if telling her something. She shrugged it off and walked to her desk.

“Last but not the least…. Xi Luhan.” The teacher called.

The guy Sulli bumped into hallway, the same guy who keeps staring at her walks to the front. He’s holding a guitar and sat down on a tool that is placed in front. He strums his guitar and starts singing. An unfamiliar melody echoed through the room.

I brush off my worn out diary and suddenly, in the opened pages
You clearly are there, you still remain there just the same
I remember the pictures that I forgot all this time, small tremblings gush out of my body
It’s a bit sad that I can’t go back to those times

I’ll go looking for you to Neverland by following Tinkerbell, who was sent by the memories
At that place, you and I are looking at each other, smiling
I’m am your eternal Peter Pan, your man who has stopped in time
I may be clumsy but I loved you so much and I will run to you

Sulli found his voice mesmerizing and the way