I wonder if you remember that day. It was 2006, right after Kyuhyun joined. After all our activities and programs, you came into my room. I was half asleep when you crept in. But the moment you closed the door, the moment it clicked, my heart speed up. It knew you so well.

You slowly went over and crouched down by my side.

“Hyukkie,” you said. Your voice was soft, a whisper in my ear.

I woke up immediately.

“Donghae…?”

“Hyukkie, I can’t sleep,” you murmured as you slowly laid down beside me.

“….go lay with Heechul hyung. I’m tired.” That was a lie. I was afraid really.

I was having dreams lately. Not bad dreams, just dreams.

Dreams that best friends shouldn't have. But were we best friends anymore? Your skin ship towards me increased of camera. You sleeping next to me wasn't uncommon. Rather, it was shocking if you weren’t there. But still…

I shouldn't have dreams with you and me walking on that beach in Mokpo. I shouldn't have dreams with you and me holding hands as you feed me. I shouldn't have dreams about your lips coming closer…….

“Hyukkie~ Please?” you said, turning me over to flash your puppy eyes.

Good bye heart, I think you just melted.

I grunted, thanking the dark for hiding my blushing face. God I was blushing hard. I shouldn't too. Best friends aren’t suppose to blush when the other does something cute….

Cute…..like You.

, Hyukjae don't have any weird dreams tonight.

I quickly turned over and moved to make room, as you flashed your grin. You knew it meant you could stay. I just cant do anything when you do your puppy dog eyes.

You scooted close to me, and wrapped me in your arms. I love your warmth, to be honest. It makes me happy.

“Nighty monkey,” you whispered.

“Night fishy”

…..

…… I think I love you